sorry to hear bro, but if she loves you she will stay with u, as long as your rage isn't to the point of you beating her, or causing family problems. if that is the case then you have a problem that both of you need to work through, its like alcolhalism, if it causes major problems then its not worth it. however, if your the acassionally asshole every now and then, well, like i said if she loves you, she will be with you. personally, i'm glad i finally broke down and told my wife. i figure my gear is no worse than her diet pills. i mean she can be a very ill women when on those things, however, i love her and support her, and hopes she does me as well. she doesn't like the fact of me taking gear, but as long as it does not cause problems at home, or i'm taking money that we don't have and blowing it i think she understands. every now and then she may blame one of our argument on roids, but, she knows deep down that im happier on gear (because of results) she normally gets more close to wear because i feel bad about spending the money, the sex is great, although she bithches about cleaning my back. its a give and take. set her down talk to her, and try to reason with her. thankfully my wife may not like it but she loves me and stands by me, and i feel the same about her. best of luck bro..........