BStrongBwell*
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OK folks, I need some supportive words or some kind of cheerleading AND/OR opinions from anyone who can chime in. Here's the deal...
I've been dieting for my first competition for 19 weeks now. I missed the first show date I had planned on because I didn't feel ready (still had some tough ab, ass and chest fat that wouldn't go). I now have 7 more weeks before this last show I'm hell bent on doing...the last one of this season in my area. I'm down to 215 (from 250) and around 5%bf right now. I look pretty good, but I need to shed a few more lbs to be really ripped. The problem is that I'm having a total fucking meltdown from dieting for so long (and the F-in tren doesn't help much!). At some point everyday I want to just say FUCK-IT!!! I'm like losing my goddam mind at some point just about every day! Between two-a-day training, calorie and carb depletion, and all those fat inconsiderate fucks in this world all around me eating pizza, chicken wings and fucking cheeseburgers, I could just about go mad!
A friend of mine is a nationally qualified NPC competitor who's been competing for about 10 years. He's a natural bb who's got some gifted genetics and has never had problems dieting down. So, he can't really understand why I'm losing it. He's convinced me that I shouldn't compete in the 199-224 heavyweight class...says I'll get clobbered. He thinks I'll dominate if I can get down to 198 and hit the light heavyweight group. I agree with that and it sounds great, but I don't think I can pull it together mentally at this point to pull that off. I've lost alot of weight...from 250 to 215, and now would need to go down another 17lbs in 7 weeks! Quite a bit of that would be hard-earned muscle too by the way! I've done so much clen, ECA and T3 in the last 5 months that I have NO MEMORY OF WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO RELAX OR SLEEP!!
Like I said, I feel like saying FUCK IT and just hitting an 8 month long bulking cycle so I can diet down to say 224 ripped next year. But, the thought of training this hard for the past 24 months with this year's show season as the goal really fucking kills me!
oK, What do you folks think? Do quit whining like a little girl and just get on with the dieting? Or, do I set my sights on next year and get some rest, eat everything in sight and forget about this upcoming show?
LET'S HEAR IT MC BROS 'N BRAS!!!
I've been dieting for my first competition for 19 weeks now. I missed the first show date I had planned on because I didn't feel ready (still had some tough ab, ass and chest fat that wouldn't go). I now have 7 more weeks before this last show I'm hell bent on doing...the last one of this season in my area. I'm down to 215 (from 250) and around 5%bf right now. I look pretty good, but I need to shed a few more lbs to be really ripped. The problem is that I'm having a total fucking meltdown from dieting for so long (and the F-in tren doesn't help much!). At some point everyday I want to just say FUCK-IT!!! I'm like losing my goddam mind at some point just about every day! Between two-a-day training, calorie and carb depletion, and all those fat inconsiderate fucks in this world all around me eating pizza, chicken wings and fucking cheeseburgers, I could just about go mad!
A friend of mine is a nationally qualified NPC competitor who's been competing for about 10 years. He's a natural bb who's got some gifted genetics and has never had problems dieting down. So, he can't really understand why I'm losing it. He's convinced me that I shouldn't compete in the 199-224 heavyweight class...says I'll get clobbered. He thinks I'll dominate if I can get down to 198 and hit the light heavyweight group. I agree with that and it sounds great, but I don't think I can pull it together mentally at this point to pull that off. I've lost alot of weight...from 250 to 215, and now would need to go down another 17lbs in 7 weeks! Quite a bit of that would be hard-earned muscle too by the way! I've done so much clen, ECA and T3 in the last 5 months that I have NO MEMORY OF WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO RELAX OR SLEEP!!
Like I said, I feel like saying FUCK IT and just hitting an 8 month long bulking cycle so I can diet down to say 224 ripped next year. But, the thought of training this hard for the past 24 months with this year's show season as the goal really fucking kills me!
oK, What do you folks think? Do quit whining like a little girl and just get on with the dieting? Or, do I set my sights on next year and get some rest, eat everything in sight and forget about this upcoming show?
LET'S HEAR IT MC BROS 'N BRAS!!!