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kossdeh
09-06-2002, 08:22 AM
Had to make this a thread instead of PM. Bro, I thought you needed an intervention and the forum is one of the best mediums for this. You and I joined almost within weeks of eachother. Youve been happy go lucky, posting your heart out at insane speeds since then.
At first I thought you were depressed b/c you came off cycle. Then you scared the crap out of me.. I thought you got the DNP going and I didnt hear from you for a couple of days. Then this blood pressure thing happened. But its like youre obsessed about the damn blood pressure... At your age.

J/K bro. Wanted to see how youre doing and get the other bros to post some nasty shit about you for fun.

mailboxkillR
09-06-2002, 09:04 AM
Hey yea that right it's been ummmmmm what like 15 minutes since he posted something someone check his pulse ROFLMMFAO

mailboxkillR
09-06-2002, 09:22 AM
OK lets try this I know he's looking at this thread soo just keep bumping it. He's sitting in front of his computer right now sweating shaking just dying to respond but he fell that he can have self control to not lower hisself to out level. Come on cyber I KNOW you want to reply to this thread don't hold it in it's bad for the blood pressure. LMAO I'm such a bad person

kossdeh
09-06-2002, 09:30 AM
Stefke, this thread is like a big fat worm shining in the water waiting for a bite.
come on, I know you want it

mailboxkillR
09-06-2002, 09:37 AM
fishy fishy in the brook why don't you come and bite on my hook

cybersteffan
09-06-2002, 10:25 AM
Alright here we go…

First and most important I have had terrible working hours for the past weeks. I have to work every damn day for the 1st 15 days of September. I work night shifts, early shifts, late shifts, day shifts, weekends... and I have a different shift almost every damn day.

Second, weather has been real great here the past week and so I made use of it to ride my bike a lot. I’ve only had the bike for 3 months now and I have already driven 5000 km (3125 miles). I still have to do my driving exam and so I need the experience. And I like riding it very much. It rides better than any chick and never complains :D

Third. I was getting a bit depressed during my cycle because of girl troubles. Problem was I couldn't get any. So I joined a sort of 'look and meet' website where you can post a profile and sent messages to each other. I got a lot of responses to my surprise and have dated 14 girls in the past 4 weeks. But it wasn’t really all that good. It gave more troubles than I hoped for. If I had wanted it (and this is not meant to brag) I could have had all 14 of them. But none really was what I wanted. And just this week I hurt someone pretty bad and I feel shitty about it.
I don't know what is happening to me on the girls front. I never had girlfriends during puberty and I guess it now fires back. I was always on the lookout for a serious relation, but now for some reason I just seem to want to hunt and nothing more. It's really not like me. Problem is, I am a very 'serious' fellow. All the girls that go out with me, for some reason always seem to fall in love quickly and want a serious relationship with me, something I cannot offer them right now. I can only offer some fun for a few days and than it's on to the next one. Don't know why really.
One of the 14 was a bit older (32) and she wanted just the fun. So I had a one night stand for the first time in my life, something I said I would never do. But the moment was there and I seized the opportunity. I just had to have done it and I probably would have never gotten another chance like that so. Sex was kinda great actually, and the moment was wonderful, but the next day and the one after that I felt empty inside for some reason.
And the only girl that really understands me and who I rely on to pour my heart out, is on holiday with her boyfriend and I miss her like crazy, although I don't want to.

As far as my bp is concerned, I'm am clueless. It started to feel it half way my cycle. My face became very hot in the evening, and my cheeks started to glow and I started to sweat like crazy. So I went to the doc and got some calcium antagonist. I took 'm for a month (which was the remaining part of the cycle) until the box was empty. The first week of the med and off the cycle was fine, but then my face started to feel all glowy again and I got real bad headaches. I went to the doc again, and bp was again very high. So he gave me another box of the same med. I'm on it know but I can feel my bp is still high. Now a slightly higher bp goes by without noticing, but I am noticing it very well, which means something serious is going on, but I don't know what. I bought a book about bp and did everything they said, but it hasn't helped. High bp can be caused by several things. Hell, it might not even be the gear that causes it (although I think it is).
For some reason I blame the primo. My friend did a very long bulking cycle last year with enanthate and deca and gained lots of mass and water without his bp increasing even the slightest. Now he did a cutting cycle, the same as I did, with enathate and primo and only for 6 weeks and his bp was through the roof also.
I am afraid of it. High bp is called the 'silent killer'. And because I'm still young I really have troubles with that term.

But besides all of that I feel pretty good. A bit dissapointed I'm off now and don't really feel like training, but in a month I'll restart and will be ready to kick some serious ass.

cybersteffan
09-06-2002, 10:28 AM
Oh and btw, this thread was really funny and I should have waited a bit longer to post a reply and see where this would go. But I just couldn't resist MBKiLLr's bait :D

cybersteffan
09-06-2002, 10:52 AM
Hey, know who had turned silent? Where are al the remarks? C'mon killer, I bet you have guts to spill on this one :D

cassiousclay
09-06-2002, 11:00 AM
add another 3 posts to the total

kossdeh
09-06-2002, 01:30 PM
Stefke, its good to see youre back bro. I knew youd do it.
Sorry about the probs.
Work, well it happens to us all.
The girl probs, bro it dont sound like you got probs.
The one, she'll get over it.
Nice job on the one nighter, everyone needs at least one
The BP, I still cant believe a guy your age has a prob with that.
I think I remember reading an article in biggun's forum on anti E's and /or clen being responsible for that. Never heard of primo doing it. Sometimes caffeine withdrawl does it to me.
Maybe you just have MCB (major c#m buildup) from blue balling it after all those dates. Visit a porno site or two

cybersteffan
09-06-2002, 01:57 PM
My porn collection is already extensive as hell. About 40 gigabytes. So no problem there. :D

The one, yeah... she'll get over it, but I've been hurt bad a couple times and I always feel shitty when I do it to someone else. But hey, that's life I guess.

The one nighter was great yes. I wasn't a one nighter really. I forgot to mention I went back for a quicky a week later. She has called me a couple of times since then, but I don't think I'll go back again. But your right, it's an experience everyone should 've had.

Good thing you mentioned the anti E's. So maybe it's just the nolva? It's also a coincidence you mentioned the caffeine, because I am indeed withdrawing. I'll check into that.

kossdeh
09-06-2002, 02:01 PM
Caffeine withdrawl headaches suck. Its almost like a narc in that way. The lethargy and headache lasts for a week depending on whether you taper or go cold.
Good luck man.
Drink a coke and take an asprin, see if your headache goes away. Should help your BP too.

BiggerStronger
09-06-2002, 02:03 PM
I know what you're saying about the girls always falling in love. I'm in the same rut you are. It sucks. It's like you have so many options, but not enough time. Plus you don't want to hurt anyone. Sometimes it makes me not want any girl, you know? Too much to deal with sometimes.

Just gotta focus on my training.

BSF

cybersteffan
09-06-2002, 02:04 PM
Well I drink coke a lot. Actually I only drink coke, I hate water. I don't like aspirin... I'm intolerant. It also seems no medication like aspirin, ibuprofen, paracetamol, or naproxen makes the headaches go away. The headache really seems to come from the extra pressure itself.

Maybe I should see a new doc, tell the whole thruth and ask for more serious medication.

cybersteffan
09-06-2002, 02:06 PM
Originally posted by BiggerStronger
It's like you have so many options, but not enough time. Plus you don't want to hurt anyone. Sometimes it makes me not want any girl, you know? Too much to deal with sometimes.


Damn that's very well put. It feel exactly the same way. I hope the right one comes along real soon and clears things up.

cybersteffan
09-06-2002, 03:46 PM
Never tried it. Might have to test that out ;)

cybersteffan
09-06-2002, 03:59 PM
Man I have a friend who has a plant growing in his back yard, so I don't even have to go to holland.

cybersteffan
09-06-2002, 04:20 PM
Originally posted by mailboxkillR
fishy fishy in the brook why don't you come and bite on my hook

C'mon you funny little riddler... where are all the sassy remarks?!

Auriflex
09-06-2002, 05:48 PM
Originally posted by kossdeh
like a big fat worm shining in the water waiting for a bite.
come on, I know you want it

I used that phrase on a date once.....it didn't work out too well.

cybersteffan
09-06-2002, 06:09 PM
Originally posted by Auriflex


I used that phrase on a date once.....it didn't work out too well.

LMMFAO that was too funny

kossdeh
09-06-2002, 07:06 PM
Originally posted by Auriflex


I used that phrase on a date once.....it didn't work out too well.

thats because you called it a worm. You should have said: my anaconda dont want none unless youve got buns hun

kossdeh
09-06-2002, 07:07 PM
Stefke, did you look into the MCB?

bjtheman
09-06-2002, 07:10 PM
Originally posted by kossdeh


thats because you called it a worm. You should have said: my anaconda dont want none unless youve got buns hun

LMAO :D

DADDY48
09-06-2002, 07:29 PM
NO BITING THE WORM NNOOOO , BAD GIRL:mad: . BAD MEMORIES, MY FIRST WAS A SCRAPPER, I THOUGHT HEAD SUCKED AND WHY DID EVERYONE LIKE IT:( . I FOUND OUT WITH THE NEXT FEMALE

kossdeh
09-06-2002, 08:05 PM
chick who scrapes or has braces on her teeth = black and decker pecker wrecker

cybersteffan
09-07-2002, 05:20 AM
Originally posted by kossdeh
Stefke, did you look into the MCB?

I have 35 gb of pron on my HD and a good 30 movies, soI have no problem there!

mailboxkillR
09-07-2002, 10:20 AM
Sorry I didn't get back to ya cyber kinda had my man period yesterday.

The work thing sucks from nov till april I'm on call 24/7 cause I plow snow for the highways I hate winter.

The bike ride baby ride nothing better than that.

The chick thing don't sweat it the right one will come around bad news is you'll never forget the girl that you where serious about it's just the way things are.

The blood pressure thing just sucks. I hate when my health is not right I only like feeling good and when I can't get it under control it becomes frusterating. Like kossdeh said lay low on the caffine dump the coke as much as you hate water you should be drinking 1.5- 2 gallons a day while on.

Now dammit get your get your shit straight and get back on soon I hate too see an old man like me just blowing you away in the stats j/k

As you can see by the replies there are a ton of good bros here that you have become popular with and whe are all pulling for ya bro

cybersteffan
09-08-2002, 05:19 AM
Aw man work is just getting worse. Ik worked seventeen hours on end yesterday, I have now only slept 4 hours, and I have to go to work again. I'm tired! I'd better start taking some vacation ;)

mailboxkillR
09-08-2002, 10:31 AM
Keep on working so I can post whore away and catch up to ya only have 800 to go

kossdeh
09-08-2002, 10:39 AM
Originally posted by cyberstefke
Aw man work is just getting worse. Ik worked seventeen hours on end yesterday, I have now only slept 4 hors, and I have to go to work again. I'm tired! I'd better start taking some vavatin ;)

Damn, Hookers have better hours than you do.

mailboxkillR
09-08-2002, 11:09 AM
By the way cyber I made it till sunday(today) but not a minute longer I todded and turned all night with anticipation it was sooo good yea baby shagolishious can't wait to hit the gym now.

cybersteffan
09-08-2002, 04:44 PM
good luck bro! keep us posted on the progress.. btw what's y'r cycle?

steeddriver
09-08-2002, 09:50 PM
damn it stefke who asked you to post here stay out of our thread now :D

cybersteffan
09-09-2002, 01:25 AM
Eurhm, they were practically beggin to for my post :D

mailboxkillR
09-09-2002, 06:18 AM
LMAO the little post whore is killing me dammit I thought I'd get an edge on him well he was taking the fat chicks for rides this weekend
Fina test prop eq t-3 liquid clen eca's bromo ala
May post some pics soon but someone else has to step up too and I'm just not happy with where I am right now 200lbs 15% bf this should cut the bf down

cybersteffan
09-09-2002, 06:25 AM
I feel the same way about my pic's. I'm fat. And I'm going on a bulking cycle so I'll get even more fat. But I'll probably switch to cut for the last weeks of the cycle, we'll see.

And I'm not taking fat chicks anymore. Girls are now bringing there own bikes. Real cool!! And have another date this with someone who also has an Mercedes SLK. That's the second!!