Yeah, I understand you brother. I'm in the same boat as you are in right now. To tell you the truth life sucks, without having your loved ones by your side. I'm having a fights with my girlfriend also, but there's nothing you can do about it. You don't feel like eating, or going to the gym, or nothing..just sitting there depressed, waiting the world to end. I personally think, every AS user should have some kind of fast acting pills that calm you down for a few hours. You can do so much bad things that you wouldn't normaly do. Girls are different these days. They want excitement, having fun, but they don't realise that we guys have other problems also.. so when they screw up things it gets just worse. This week was a hell for me, I think I lost some amount of weight, I didn't have the morality for eating, or training nothing just sittin in the house, with this rage, anger and depression.
Whatever you do, I hope it works fine with you, don't run to your girlfriend. Make her, call you or come to you, we get enough of shitting around anyways... take care bro..
