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LaMastaKilla
09-08-2002, 10:37 PM
man i am so fukin depressed, i got hit with post cycle depression pretty bad a few weeks back and to make things worse my girlfriend of just over 4 fukin years broke up with me right before my b-day, how cool is that, i'm like at rock bottom. . . its like i haven't been through enough shit, psychologically my head is so fuked up, i think i need to see my doc and get some meds

talk about co-dependency issues, man i'm fuked up :mad:

LaMastaKilla
09-08-2002, 10:39 PM
and to be honest all you bro's here are more like a family than most of my boys. . . i just needed to get this shit out of my system

Username
09-08-2002, 10:42 PM
That sucks bro! I think I might have a little post cycle depression myself and it's no fun. Then add the stress of women problems it can be hell. Hang in there hit the gym hard to get your mind off things.

LaMastaKilla
09-08-2002, 10:46 PM
oh and not to mention its been like 2 days and i heard she likes my boy, well was my boy........... i wanna fukin kill him

Username
09-08-2002, 11:16 PM
Wow sounds like you are better with out her. Hope you boy doesn't go for it cause that would be beyond messed up.

LaMastaKilla
09-08-2002, 11:24 PM
if he does, consider me "lost" i'll fukin straight up snap his neck. . . i'm overboard on this one. . . right now i'm filled with so much rage

JettLagged
09-08-2002, 11:32 PM
LaMasta - look at the bright side - there's always mail :P (some will know what I mean).

Yeh - post cycle sucks compounded by other mental stressors.

I can relate totally man.

I'm here - - pm or email.

MandalorE
09-08-2002, 11:32 PM
Yeah, I understand you brother. I'm in the same boat as you are in right now. To tell you the truth life sucks, without having your loved ones by your side. I'm having a fights with my girlfriend also, but there's nothing you can do about it. You don't feel like eating, or going to the gym, or nothing..just sitting there depressed, waiting the world to end. I personally think, every AS user should have some kind of fast acting pills that calm you down for a few hours. You can do so much bad things that you wouldn't normaly do. Girls are different these days. They want excitement, having fun, but they don't realise that we guys have other problems also.. so when they screw up things it gets just worse. This week was a hell for me, I think I lost some amount of weight, I didn't have the morality for eating, or training nothing just sittin in the house, with this rage, anger and depression.

Whatever you do, I hope it works fine with you, don't run to your girlfriend. Make her, call you or come to you, we get enough of shitting around anyways... take care bro..

cybersteffan
09-09-2002, 01:43 AM
I feel pretty damn good post cycle. I haven't worked out though, I don't feel like it. But for the rest, man it's like I'm on valium. If feel so chilled and relaxed and nothing seems te bother me. Lots have people have noticed it already. Everyone can say to me whatever they want and I always stay cool instead of getting pissed. Maybe it's clomid I don't know. It's real curious though.

But anyway, not meaning to hurt you in any way, I have dated 14 girls the past 4 weeks and I feel just great about it. I'm telling you this, because it will probably be the other way around with. You probably just feel like this because of the trouble with the girl and nothing because of of post cyle probs. A broken heart hurts bad!!! You would probably be feeling the same way if you were on. You don't need pills! You need some friends whom you can talk to you and who can comfort you. And you need something to kill your time, that's very important. Toughen it out bro!

Btw, is there still a chcance you can fix the relationship!

Latinsteel
09-09-2002, 03:33 AM
Originally posted by LaMastaKilla
man i am so fukin depressed, i got hit with post cycle depression pretty bad a few weeks back and to make things worse my girlfriend of just over 4 fukin years broke up with me right before my b-day, how cool is that, i'm like at rock bottom. . . its like i haven't been through enough shit, psychologically my head is so fuked up, i think i need to see my doc and get some meds

talk about co-dependency issues, man i'm fuked up :mad:

I know how that feels just keep your head up bro!

boking
09-09-2002, 03:59 AM
hang in there bro, life goes on!

boking
09-09-2002, 04:17 AM
just train harder then ever before. ur gain, not hers.

mailboxkillR
09-09-2002, 06:05 AM
Little bro hang tight you kinda know the shit that I was just threw and I'm still here and things are better plus with all those little hotties you know I think it's time for another 4th of july party wooooohooooo hotties all over the yard like weeds BTW I wasn't looking and don't tell your sister LMAO;)

bjtheman
09-09-2002, 08:24 AM
We're here for ya if ya need us bro, I believe lately alot of us have been going through some bad ordeals...me as well! Things are startin to look up though, all it takes is a little time!

GetnBigr
09-09-2002, 08:36 AM
Hang in there LaMasta----

time heals all!!!

p.s. don't go snappin' any necks, no woman is worth going to jail for....

rippedchef
09-09-2002, 11:14 AM
Hey LaMasta-just think if the relationship went on-got married -had a couple kids then she did that shit!!Now that would be a mess!Better to find out now bro-less damage in the long run!!Also, from experience,the best revenge is to train even harder-eat even cleaner-cycle even bigger -look your absolute best and when you see her again in 6 or 8 months just watch her eyes-then tell her to call my ex-wife as they will have lots in common!!

Kevan
09-09-2002, 12:34 PM
I"m not sure if it is a good idea or not, but i got hit hard too. and took a shot of sust, was good for the next 3 weeks.. didn't seem to bother my recovery. Just a thought bro...really did help

johnnyboy845
09-09-2002, 04:37 PM
went through the same shit.. women are nothing but trouble :)clomid made me a mess and a few weeks after clomid I started a maintainence cycle made me feel a whole lot better and nothing bothers me and I will run it through october when I start a real bulk cycle...

LaMastaKilla
09-09-2002, 05:47 PM
thanks bro's

dreww
09-09-2002, 07:29 PM
Originally posted by LaMastaKilla
and to make things worse my girlfriend of just over 4 fukin years broke up with me right before my b-day, how cool is that, i'm like at rock bottom. . .
talk about co-dependency issues, man i'm fuked up :mad:

Man, I hear stories like that more and more often.
But ever since I have been single, my gains just go up and up. You have to focus on you again, because after all, you are all that you really have.

Just think of it as a new opportunity, and probably a better one.

LaMastaKilla
09-18-2002, 11:01 PM
fuk, bro's mentally i am fuked up. . . . in the past 2 wks i have lost 19 lbs, i can't eat, can't sleep, can't even fukin think straight. . . . shit is gettin too krazy

mailboxkillR
09-19-2002, 05:47 AM
LaMasta you BETTER make sure you have your ass down to the gym today after I get out of work. It's time to straighten this shit out all together and get back on track. There ain't no little fuckin whore tramp bitch thats worth it and I mean NONE.

1bigmus
09-19-2002, 09:04 AM
Sorry to hear bro. Get to the gym always makes me feel better.

BTW, just stay away from her. Not wortht he jail time. When she comes crawling back after realizing what she is missing, just leav her hang.

stud4life
09-19-2002, 11:52 AM
Keep your head up bro. Don't sweat them girls man. She did you a favor by breaking up with you, now new pu ssy is fair game. Just remember, it is only short term. It will get better!

gungho
09-19-2002, 05:19 PM
I went through the same shit in the middle of my last cycle, it fucked up my gains and shit and the sad thing is i ended up getting back with her after a few months and she was done having some fun with some ***. Don't make my mistake, forget her and get over her and move on its much better. Even though things are better now i hold resentment too her for what she put me through and the first chance something better comes along im taking it and she will get a taste of what I went through when she doesn't have someone to fall back on.

I know your thinking in the back of your head that there is a chance you will get back with her, forget that thought and just move on and get over the pain it will go away and you will be better off trust me.

Canadian
10-01-2002, 03:12 PM
An ex ex ex had these two cats that she loved that I hated cuz they pissed everywhere. So, anywho, she pulled some shit on me that hurt really bad. So, I got pissed and kicked one of the cats...harder than I planned to...cuz it went over the railing on the balcony. 22 stories later it "passed on". So she started crying (at this point I fucking hated her) but I comforted her and apologized. So I said, "don't worry about making me feel bad...just don't be sad." She said, "You asshole! My poor baby lost his best friend because got angry...just because I got drunk and did something stupid (doinked a friend of mine) and all you can think about is how bad you feel? What about my poor kitty? He's gonna be so lonely now....you asshole" I said, "We wouldn't want that" and threw the other one off too. Whoops.

I love animals (especially if they're cooked right) but those two cats...well...the world is a better place without them. As for her, well, we really don't talk anymore.

C.

boking
10-01-2002, 06:03 PM
Lamasta bro, hows it going man, as i speak im going thru some similar shit within the last couple days. i feel as if i cant breathe sometimes, i just finished my cycle a week ago which doesnt make it feel any better. i'm losing weight like crazy which is not good because it's unhealthy weight loss of not eating, depression, anxiety, and lack of sleep (2-4 hrs) and the worst of all not lifting. i may need to go to the doctors if this shit keeps up. kinda funny, i quoted some things above over a week ago and now i need to take my own advice. but yeah, hang in there as i will try the same.

shokjosh456
10-01-2002, 06:05 PM
Hey bro,you were here for my wife and me on my thread,I'll pray for you as well.It will get better.Effexor really helped me alot!

boking
10-01-2002, 06:05 PM
Originally posted by Username
That sucks bro! I think I might have a little post cycle depression myself and it's no fun. Then add the stress of women problems it can be hell. Hang in there hit the gym hard to get your mind off things.
this is great quote!

boking
10-02-2002, 03:16 AM
shokjosh, what is effexor

madchemist36
10-02-2002, 03:47 AM
hey bro i went through a lot of fucked up things over and over. so just do what i am doing focus on bb and school or work. wish u good luck.

shokjosh456
10-02-2002, 10:33 AM
Originally posted by boking
shokjosh, what is effexor


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pumpseeker
10-02-2002, 11:37 AM
LaMasta...listen to your bro in law, get to the gym. Shift your focus away from her and on to your BBing. Get back to EATING and gain back that 19lbs. You'll be sorry if you don't do this later. Let your boy know he better stay away too. That would be f'd up. I'd use this as an opportunity to get as much pussy as possible. That'll get your mind off things! :D

Vaunz
10-02-2002, 12:22 PM
Damn, I hesitated posting this a few days ago because I didn't know if anyone could relate. LaMasta, I've been going through the same exact shit lately. I've been off about 3 weeks or so now.....and using liquid clomid. I've had numerous problems at home with my girl but we are working through it and most of it was my fault. Bottom line is, you have to stay busy bro. I felt the worst I ever did on Monday and after work I told a few eca's, hit the gym and my mid-workout I felt like a champ. It's amazing how therapeutic the gym can be for us.........I'll pray for ya bro, I've seen you around for awhile and you're a good dude. One thing though.....if your girl likes a friend of yours that's FUCKED UP and if that "friend" reciprocates.......that's beyond fucked up, it's straight up unacceptable.

sharp
10-02-2002, 12:37 PM
hey bro, i know how you feel (been there too) i just finished my current cycle, and now i am afraid i will be there again. just use this pain as motivation in the gym. plan out a kick ass cycle for yourself to get on as soon as your time off is over. then go kick your "boy's" ass if he gets involved. good luck, and take care.

boking
10-04-2002, 02:45 AM
hey bros im back, well thanx for the info shok. i had an anxiety attack a real bad on couple days ago after i posted my last post. i ended up in the ER. the doc gave me some Ativan for my anxiety, becauase i have been having to much stress n shit going on right now. but i feel somewhat better now that im on that stuff, and then i have to go see my other doc to see whats up, i may need some therapy, wish me luck bros.... kinda scared..