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Ecfatcat
09-24-2002, 01:44 PM
Hey everyone this is not me playing the roll of the big strong man. Last night I ran into a women from My past. I was her favorite person and vise versa.....things where a little sticky,she had someone back home she needed let down easy . Things with us were kept in bounds according to this situation. I wouldn't let my selfish needs put her in a satuation that would have her conduct be in question .........so I waited for her to resolve the issue. Her work took her away for a while. when she came back things were just strange and after a few months we have grown apart. I understand you win some you lose some right........wrong I thought I'd get the girl this was it ( I know I sound Like some kind of puss) I feel like I 've been hit by a bus.
Im on tren@100mg a day IM wondering if the tren is amplifing my feelings .
The shitty thing is I can't even talk to her It's just weard. Im not used to no being able to fight for what I want.....It kills me not to be in control

Anyone have this kind of experence with tren.....

Larsin
09-24-2002, 01:54 PM
It's not the tren. It is the highly androgenous female species that worries you. Fina takes your balls, and women sometimes grab your heart, and believe me, when that happens, you're NOT in control.

My advice would be don't try to force anything. Stay focused on YOU, and continue with your goals. If it is meant to be, it will happen regardless. Keep a level head, and a clear conscience, and all will work out my friend.

viper10139
09-24-2002, 02:01 PM
I agree..keep a good clear head...and in the end, if it's really meant to be...then u 2 will be together!!! Trust me I got out of a 4 year relationship and it took me about 2 months to get over it, and then that is why I was introuduced to MR.Test and Mr.Deca and Mr.Dbol...and things were great from there on....I was going crazy...when u are on and u feel good about yourself u just know that the girls are looking at you.....Hang in there bro and you will be fine...

italianmonster
09-24-2002, 02:06 PM
I agree that it's not the Tren bro. It makes sense to ignore feelings for women who do not give you a good feeling about yourself. She may be one of them.

Ecfatcat
09-24-2002, 02:08 PM
Thank guys good to have some support ....The tren has been a bitch It has just zapped my appatite I made quick gains but keeping them has been just shitty ....I need to get off it but my other gear is cought out in limbo...some info on that would be great

morbid316
09-24-2002, 02:18 PM
Dude

Woman have away of crushing you especially if you fall for em trust me happened to me this summer. I fell for this girl things where great for awhile we got along great almost like best friends i could tell her anything.
Well it turned out that this bitch just used me to get her Ex boyfriend all jealous cause he is a dork with lots of money and she figured being with a great muscular sex stud like me would do the trick.

Well long story made short i thought i was in love with her and when she told me about her getting back with her EX it pissed me off big time I'm like what the fucks up you used me like a piece of meat, I told her that her boyfriend is gonna get his ass kicked by me. Well she pleaded and i thought Okay your not worth it and either is he.

I was crushed after this i thought i loved this girl and this just killed me, i thought about her almost all the time so i consumed myself into lifting harder in the gym and after about a month and a half went by i got over her

Now if i saw her getting gang raped by 10 guys I would just walk by and laugh saying hey BITCH you deserve it!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well time heals all wounds buddy it will get better

Damn i sound like a freakin wuss

Rhianna
09-24-2002, 03:57 PM
Not all girls are sluts and bitches..We get a bad rap just like y'all do. Im sorry you are going throught this I know how hard it can be..Time is the only thing right now..oh and no contact helps alot

Auriflex
09-24-2002, 04:54 PM
Morbid, I know you're a better man than to honestly think you could let someone be abused like that and walk away.

Ecfatcat
09-24-2002, 07:10 PM
Hey guys she's the sweetest person you ever met. kind and just a good person she knows Im hurting but can't do anything to help not just yet . we will see she is moving in 2 weeks . she dosen't know I got a job in her home town if I need it . Morbid I don't think for a sec. you'd walk on by . Once a friend always a friend ......time for my poke
thanks guys I just got back from the gym . I feel a lot better

kossdeh
09-24-2002, 11:07 PM
Fatcat you sound like me but Im on clomid,,,I dont think its the tren either. Morbids comment has more value in it than you think. His situation is far different from yours. He was scorned and although none of us would really do such a thing, it would be nice to fantasize that happening to someone who really hurt you. In your case, I think you need to decide if she's worth it (worth pursuing).

Ecfatcat
09-25-2002, 12:29 AM
Im 31 and playing for keeps it's just time to wait and I know it . I just hadn't seen her in a while And she looked so good all I wanted was to wrap my arms around her and tell her everything I've been doing you know........she knows when see makes the call it's time to get married. I hope everyone has someone like this in there life....we all need to.........

thanks everyone Im feeling much better

madchemist36
09-25-2002, 12:53 AM
my moto is college and bodybuilding.

madchemist36
09-25-2002, 12:55 AM
make it yours too, u can replace the college with making money or what ever situation u are in.

Ecfatcat
09-25-2002, 01:07 AM
mad it's time for family wife and children........Im gettin old

morbid316
09-25-2002, 01:43 AM
okay so maybe i exagerated on walkin on by her in that situation but hell thats how i feel lol

31 ain't that old I'm 32 and settling down and havin a family isn't that high on my priority list. Maybe because i'm still a kid at heart and i just like to have fun and do shit. I find all my friends who got married lead BORING lives well boring to me maybe not to them.

Rhianna
09-25-2002, 09:41 AM
Originally posted by Ecfatcat
Im 31 and playing for keeps it's just time to wait and I know it . I just hadn't seen her in a while And she looked so good all I wanted was to wrap my arms around her and tell her everything I've been doing you know........she knows when see makes the call it's time to get married. I hope everyone has someone like this in there life....we all need to.........

thanks everyone Im feeling much better

Awhhh.. thats so sweet..Good luck and I hope everything works out:)

babysiren
09-25-2002, 10:08 AM
Originally posted by Rhianna
Not all girls are sluts and bitches..We get a bad rap just like y'all do. Im sorry you are going throught this I know how hard it can be..Time is the only thing right now..oh and no contact helps alot

I agree with you...Rhianna, There are a lot of women out there that are not good at all, but a lot of men also...But I hope everything goes well for you Ecfatcat....:)

Ecfatcat
09-27-2002, 01:33 AM
Im writting her a letter saying what needs to be said then it willbe up to her. IF things don't workout I will have my closure

kossdeh
09-28-2002, 06:41 PM
It'll be good for you, either way.

notacow
09-28-2002, 07:07 PM
IMHO 'playing for keeps' is gonna make your dreams come true. Just try to live well (always the best revenge) and either you'll get this girl, or another one will show up at just the right time.
good luck. stay cool. Believe in miracles.

boking
09-28-2002, 08:19 PM
Originally posted by Ecfatcat
mad it's time for family wife and children........Im gettin old

bro, im feeling the same way, im somewhat in a similar situation and it sux. i'm on a emotional rollercoaster ride and i feel as if i get anxiety attacks. anywayz women are very strange, but ya gota love them. i just hope to GOD that everything works out for us all.