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[Stef76]

Hey everyone,

im dutch speaking, so forgive any typos... id make many i guess.
Returned from thailand after 5 years, what sucks alot. There going gym is cheap, and the good supps are sold spread open over the counter. After 20 years of fitness, not really bodybuilding as i am really small from genetics, i took a break for 2 years. And allthough i had a few small cycles, and worked out 5 days a week, .... i lost 15kg!!!
Need to find motivation again.... i guess after 20 years non stop, people can get bored, or midlife crisis haha.

just wanted to say Hi, it looks a great forum!! So i will check out first many Posts. Im not a real active member, as im not that huge or knowing all.
i do though learned that thailand is a place where bobybuilders go too...
about that i know alot.

no rude or wiseass here, just like to get back in it.
Greetz

 

[Iron Game]

Welcome to MuscleChemistry bro. What cycles have you done?

 

[Stef76]

Hello iron game,
Have to know, im XXectomorph when started at 17... 1m74 at 48kg.
I had been bullied enough to get the right motivation.
But for long im just at 70kg, reached 78kg ON, was happy to bench max rep 145kg, legs nothing special.
Like i said, i cant reach high level, but if i get to 80kg with 8% im a happy person.
cycles i need to keep low, too fast too much acne, too fast too much change of person (roid rage).

i havent 'Checked' the site for now, i will for sure. Just busy, and having too much family problems now, together with leaving thailand it broke me.
But last i did, 3 years ago in thail:
DECA vial pakistan 100mg/week 6x
Sustanon vial Pakistan 250mg/week 6x
Dbol 5-20mg/day 2 first week
stanozolol 5-15mg/day Start 6th week + 2 week till 0
Clomid calculated but forgotten, but just 1 box

i know, not short cycle theory, and should be 8 weeks at least to be moderate...
There you get a map with all they have to chooce from, at first its quite shocking, amazing happy , allways big guys queuing up... small pharmacy, but the biggest in pattaya... some buy straight bulk, so no need to wonder why.
I try to watch my words.... just edit if you want to.
I will never forget, as i tried more brands and a few little different cycles, that the simplest cheapest vials of 1ml pakistani were the safest choice, 100 bath each.
The nicer a big vial of 10ml looks, more chance of fake!!! There at least, not in homecountry.
And for orals, i swear on SB laboratories.... as i had many different brands, at 20 years i got stanozolol from prescription so i can compare without a doubt. Also primobolan, but even in belgium they took out allmost everything. Only deca25mg haha, and sust250 for ridiculous price. And thats it.

I dont like bothering with my low weight issues. In a way i like ripped, for An old fuck now at 40 years haha i have a tight ass, so not many can say. I know, im just amateur, try to do better then just normal. When young i trained like crazy for weight, but i learned or change mind that maybe its better to go what fits best your genetics. Im skinny, and can more easy keep lean, vascular.... i even got complimens from strangers at 72kg!!! People think im thai boxer or so..

Maybe my cycles are ridiculous low, same as my weight... its also why im happy to start stanozolol, even small dosage of it at the end, makes everything come out very nice. Dbol works on my mood alot, its a feel good hormone , especially sleep very well.
Very few i read about SB laboratories, and their the best orals ive ever had!! Who can get, just try... you wont regret. Some huge guys, sweared at MediTech... i think theyre sponsored, bad experience.

But back in europe, out of the gym here, i got myself in problems and didnt thought wisely before i left thailand. Just have some leftovers.

 

[Big Beef]

Welcome. I don't have as much experience as some on here with gear, but I help when I can. Not sure if I understood you on your cycle history. For example, on the deca... did you mean you did 100 mgs for 6 weeks & sustanon 250 mgs for 6 weeks?

 

[Masher59]

Welcome to the site!

 

[Stef76]

Hey Big beef, Masher..... thanks

i have some experience with cycles, i met many people who do though...
yeah, like the base line....
6 weeks of: 100mg deca & 250mg sustanon a week.
and 2 kinds of orals, for gains in first half and lean in the end. to not relapse after 3 weeks so i try to add orals to taper off.

maybe it doesnt help for own test, but once finished cycle i took supps, creatine dhea pregnenolone etc...
But i dont keep cycles as a 'main' thing. From 17 to 38 years, i got a good habit, kinda good addiction. Days without An hour gym feel bad, feels like lazy fuck haha.
its more fitness and because of youth trauma as a small guy, and thats a good thing.

in pattaya i knew a few, and saw many older professional or not, but huge guys going into the gym. Guys who im sure of know how to the cycle, but some addicted i guess. One guy around 50 years old told me himself, he had 2 strokes in a year over there!! It costed him alot of money in the hospital. Others told me, he still didnt quit. I think if your at a level of 5ml eod, and this for years, how perfect cycles can be calculated, still your health will break down from it finally.

But im not someone who judge, i respect more guys who lived theyr life how they wanted it, even if it gives just 60 years.
Those who know best, judge, talk down on roids or whatever, just to live and get a 90 year old dependant smelly fuck... noooo thank you. Im in a family situation, my dad is proud being old hahahaha wooow, but his life is pethatic flatline, 74 years old. I changed 180 degrees at 33 years, sold home, quit job, had 5 best years of my life in thailand, and returned with more cash as i left hahahaha. I never thought, that own family would envy, jealousy, and create 5 years of frustration of me doing a good job in life!!!
The cheapest years were the greatest EVER, i never could Imagine this kind off life excist!! My parents are jealous as fuck, because they only think work, work. Dont understand making money online!!
it broke me, and because stopping work out, lost 15kg. Feel terrible!!!
its MGTOW, parents dont get, think its 1965. I retired at 33 to thailand, and my own parents were against it!!

again, as in my youth... 2 years of swallowing shit, from family!!!!!! I start back lifting.
sad but truely, people treat you different if your a small weak person, cowards!! In 20 years nobody would dare touch me, now my sis bf, had the nerve to punch me. To stupid with words.
BACK onto the weights.

its a great lifestyle, eating right, preparing cycle, and just the satisfaction of endorphines ones leaving the gym are addictive in a positive way.
and western society bans roids.... typical!!! I hate society and hope to return asap to pattaya.

i just liked to share this, maybe someone can learn from others stupidities as i did a few.

 

[Big Beef]

You sound very honest about your lifting & just shit in general really. I respect that. As far as your family issues go, I've had my share of bs too, so I know how it is. As for your sisters bf who hit you... get some revenge or at least let him know you ain't scared! Lol probably not the best advice, but it's all about respect! No matter who it is, let em know your not scared & that they're not going to punk you out... EVER! Especially your sisters bf... some things are just worth the trouble. Hope it gets better for ya. You seem to at least have a pretty good attitude about everything

 

[gveytia1]

Welcome brother! Hope you enjoy the forum. Lots of guys w experience and k knowledge on here. [emoji109][emoji123]

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[Stef76]

Hi gveytia1,
And thanks big beef, i agree 100%, ... its how i fix everything. Some need to learn, same how i learned not to trust thai lady, but not judge them for bad all the way because of their job. People should know. But that doesnt count for this future brother in law, he will cry for that.

i talk alot... just so you know. Dont read, its alot of personal BS. I cant help it, if i start.... i nagg your ears off hihi.

Try to keep it short. If you behave as a nice guy, some people think its a sign of weakness, anxiety. Thats where theyr wrong. I like things as, discipline, honesty (besides cops etc.), and respect. I know when younger guys like to use the word to be cool, without having a clue to act like it. RESPECT you earn!! You dont use it as prostitution, allthough i respect thai pretty fun sexbuddys . I guess, those who workout as a daily habit, as a lifestyle, have much alike. I never thought once i could fight because of my workouts, that i also should do and grow An attitude. I never forget that i allways am a small nerd guy, and will defend those kind too.
You live and learn, and make your own choice, and never judge because someone else judge!!
Its kind off childish that i need to get back in muscles, to dont get hit in a discussion. It takes a special kind of type of guy, to solve words with a punch, sure in your gf parents house her brother. Its like allways money, parents inherited alot, sis is retarded daddys little princess who found her a freeloader. Both like to go on holiday to Dubai, thanks to him. I am the only One who worked as airplane avionics technician, and allways had a double life, saving money well. Now that i lost weight because of how family changed once i returned, its clear there is a fight for money. While i shout a hundred times, keep your money, spend it all, i can make myself,.... but the like judging me as a drugdealer because of small thing when 25 years.
Keep business fair, make people happy, keep that first and money comes as a good second. This 'brother in law' hasnt been told really well of my past, sis only calls me bad, monster, etc.. helped her alot, i never got 1 help of my 8 year older sis.... its the guy farts 1 time and is a looser, is bad, just all BS all jealousy.
i dont fight. I only keep all bills organized, i never forget.... no childish attitude. Life is short, life is for making money, buy freedom, let go of material shit, and have fun!! Not making fights.... fights you solve in a 1 time hit, that will make him pay.

life is great, in thailand.... only the hope of returning keeps me going. But family sometimes cant act normal, think they deserve more then another.... bit this is how women are these days!!!
i like thai women, but ill never buy one into my house or life haha.... just friends.

sometimes i better shut up, i tend to nagg people crazy haha, maybe its what made him hit me. Talk!! Speek up!! Be happy, and dont let your happiness depend on other peoples misfortune, that makes you An asshole. Still my sis thinks shes the nicest person there is....
The closer people come into your life, some of them think they can use and abuse you more. Thats why you need to live MGTOW!!! Walk through life happy, have friends, but stay a lone wolf!! Youll have the best life. Still, sometimes there are bumps in the road, like i have now... a big one. Move on, and never forget to collect the bill haha. Thats how to stay hopefull.

 

[drtbear1967]

Welcome to MC. Stay strong brother.

 

[Stef76]

Welcome to MC. Stay strong brother.

Thanks drtbear,

ill have a look, but because of import taxes that are high in europe from overseas... i think itll be too expensive. Thanks for the offer though. Before i could order from BB.com or puritanspride, but since the taxes its not possible anymore, need to order from inside europe. Theyr heading for a worldwide western dictature, money has become a problem haha. Fuck me, wtf i say... we all can need some haha.
have to get on track, rules from Rich Piana RIP. People get famous once theyr gone, some of them. But some leave us good advice. Fuck the years, its the good moments that count !!! :bber:

 

[comprar]

But im not someone who judge, i respect more guys who lived theyr life how they wanted it, even if it gives just 60 years.

 

[yellow snow]

welocme aboard

 

[Presser]

But im not someone who judge, i respect more guys who lived theyr life how they wanted it, even if it gives just 60 years.

or GETS lol, Sorry I couldn’t resist

 

[BEASTZ6]

Welcome to MC.