31yr old dude needs a steroid coach!!!

Wershel

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Man I've used gear off and on for the last 6 yrs. The shit still confuses the fuck out of me as to when, what, and how to use for best results. I'm a multi tour combat vet from both Iraq and Afghan, and have used tren,Dbal,winni, test e, test cyp, and just today I started a dose of Landmark HGH. I just really wish and hope someone out here can help me figure out how to not fuck this all up and kill myself. PLEASE HELP IF YOU CAN AND ARE WILLING TO SHARE KNOWLEDGE. THANKS!!!
 
Man I've used gear off and on for the last 6 yrs. The shit still confuses the fuck out of me as to when, what, and how to use for best results. I'm a multi tour combat vet from both Iraq and Afghan, and have used tren,Dbal,winni, test e, test cyp, and just today I started a dose of Landmark HGH. I just really wish and hope someone out here can help me figure out how to not fuck this all up and kill myself. PLEASE HELP IF YOU CAN AND ARE WILLING TO SHARE KNOWLEDGE. THANKS!!!

welcome and how have you run your past cycles?
 
Welcome to MuscleChemistry. As PUMPED said thanks for your service. Tell us about your past cycles and what exactly are you concerned about?
As with most things there is a difference between use and abuse. Getting bloodwork is a big step in safety. Also be true to youself don't mix risky behavior. No recreational drugs, or drinking.
 
Welcome to MC have you had blood work done? If you haven't run a successful cycle I would just start simple and do it right
 
Well I first did tren made from fina back in 07 in Iraq. A guy in my squad was a d1 football guy and kind of coached me on the gym and using. My real big cycle was one tour in AFG in 2012 where I used a ridiculus amount of sust and winni and ana and maybe another thing I **** quite remember. When I came home I didn't do any PCT and my life went into a fucking hell hole. I was broken and defeated mentally. I was wounded so I got discharged in 2014 and didn't do shit until about the fall of 2015 when I got some "lab grade" (home brew) test and used that with little effect. Recently about 8 months ago I got some raw E and Cyp and have been using it pretty god damn frequently since. Taking short breaks but always returning to approx 500mg a week trt kind of thing. Today I decided to crack open the HGH pack I got and did my first shot. I guess I'm just worried I'm fucking it up and wasting my potential benefits. I watch a lot of Enhanced Athlete on YT but I still just feel so uneducated on how to properly utilize my gear... I was a fucking bomb tech in the army and for some reason the literature on anabolics and shit just blows my mind as I start to begin to research what I should be doing. I feel like an idiot. I can render safe a fucking bomb but I can't seem to feel comfortable with my test use... I'm actually really lean and strong at 235lbs at 6'2 and people think I'm a buff guy. But I've just recently stopped drinking like a fish (48hrs) and I want to get back into the gym tomorrow am and get the shit rolling again.
 
Yeah that shit is soooo fucking bad for you. Its so apparent when you work out for months on end and then you get drunk once. It feels like you're going to fucking die
 
I would get blood work done. You may need to be on trt which is 100-250 a week but 500 is a blast and you need to stay consistent with dosage and timing. Doing 500mg test c a week for 8 weeks and then stopping for 4 weeks and doing it again will mess you up. Again you may need TRT that means you will be getting a shot every week the rest of your life. Get the blood work done and post results. When was last time you shot test?
 
Welcome to MC and once again, Thank you for your service. Listen to the guys on here, they know there stuff.
 
Shit on friday, and I meant 250. Not 500. I got TBI from a blast and I had a bad heroin addiction so Im on suboxone, which I can personally attest lowers T based on how I feel. I felt like a lazy **** for about two years and couldn't get the hippie docs at the seattle VA to take my test claims serious so I just said fuck it and started to do my own. Last night I can confirm the HGH is real holy shit... Could sleep well at all. Though that may have been lack off booze but I had taken some zanax to counter any w/d. IDK. Whats the best, descreet way to get blood work done other than at the VA which is my GP and mental health provider? Just go to an outside doc here? I live in seattle and these ****s believe proper t levels begin and end at 0

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My plan had been to use homebrew for awhile and then go to the VA after having stopped to have them be like "holy shit you need ex test right the fuck now" I've just enjoyed my homebrew so much I've not cared to stop.
 
Privatemdlabs is who I use and it's more for kidney and liver function now since you are on test

Yea man drinking and pills is dangerous itself but taking roids with it makes it more dangerous. I would get some more clean time before hoping on a full cycle just stick to cruise TRT dose 250mg wekly.
 
Well I first did tren made from fina back in 07 in Iraq. A guy in my squad was a d1 football guy and kind of coached me on the gym and using. My real big cycle was one tour in AFG in 2012 where I used a ridiculus amount of sust and winni and ana and maybe another thing I **** quite remember. When I came home I didn't do any PCT and my life went into a fucking hell hole. I was broken and defeated mentally. I was wounded so I got discharged in 2014 and didn't do shit until about the fall of 2015 when I got some "lab grade" (home brew) test and used that with little effect. Recently about 8 months ago I got some raw E and Cyp and have been using it pretty god damn frequently since. Taking short breaks but always returning to approx 500mg a week trt kind of thing. Today I decided to crack open the HGH pack I got and did my first shot. I guess I'm just worried I'm fucking it up and wasting my potential benefits. I watch a lot of Enhanced Athlete on YT but I still just feel so uneducated on how to properly utilize my gear... I was a fucking bomb tech in the army and for some reason the literature on anabolics and shit just blows my mind as I start to begin to research what I should be doing. I feel like an idiot. I can render safe a fucking bomb but I can't seem to feel comfortable with my test use... I'm actually really lean and strong at 235lbs at 6'2 and people think I'm a buff guy. But I've just recently stopped drinking like a fish (48hrs) and I want to get back into the gym tomorrow am and get the shit rolling again.
LOL I too watch that shit on YT Enhanced Athletes he helps me alot you'll take time understanding anabolics. It's all matter about interest you show good interest in some readings about anabolics and you'll find it useful just keep one thing in mind everyone responds differently so whatever you do with your body it's a kind of experiment you do on whatever you read is only gonna help you but the experience you're gonna get by experimenting it on yourself will teach you so just ask it out here take some good suggestions then think of using anabolics .
Good luck pal

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Yeah like thats whats confusing me. I thought test was anabolics? IDK.. I can tell you from when I first enlisted at 175lbs of skinny bitch, I've become a 235lb monster of twisted steel and sex appeal. I mean even when I took a looong break from gear back in 2013 I would have easy gains in the gym. That first tren cycle got me hooked and now I get all my frist to try it and they all seem to respond differently. This recent test has made me feel great as I've gone to school using my GI bill. I'm really curious if the HGH I've been shooting the last couple days is real, I fucking hope so. I remember a black dude I used to work out with on one of my tours that was fucking SHREDDED and he said it was from hgh. And as I moved into spec ops in afghanistan I worked with a recon marine that swears by it. Before I bought it I FBed him and he told me to DO IT yesterday. Thanks for the feedback guys. Is there any literature that someone could link me too that is easy for a fuck head like me to get a grasp on this shit? When I used dbal and winnie I got fucking HUUUUGE peole didnt even recognize me.
This was me after my first tour in Iraq where I went from 175 too 215
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And this is a few years later after some anadral and winni and sus and god knows what else.
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