yeah, it gets hard to hide once you start getting over 200lbs. I only talk about it with people that either crank themselves, or are educated in the medicinal field and realize if done properly, it wont kill you. Other than that, I play dumb....i listen to people tell me how to run a deca only cycle, no pct, no anti-e, and I just have a dumb smile on my face and play dumb like I dont know any better. Talking openly about it will only cause shit in the long run. Anytime you lose your temper, whether justified or not, "its the roids"...i just prefer to let people talk behind my back and take it as a compliment when they dont have the guts to say it to my face.