bsm1985
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As my commitment to being a competitive bodybuilder continues, I have to ask myself is this really worth it? I guess it depends on each individual person. We all have to answer that for ourselves. I believe bodybuilding at least for me started out as a love of just working out. I was an athlete in high school and even after I graduated I enjoyed working out to prepare myself for college ball. I played 2 years at the college level before hanging it up. But by then I was in love with the gym. Maybe not a bodybuilding mindset yet, but I loved the fitness and nutrition stuff that was involved with working out your body. Somewhere between then and right now I decided that I wanted to push my body and my genetics to the max to see what I could look like. But going into this one can not understand the sacrifices that must be made. It is something one has to encounter to really fathom the time commitment and sacrifice. I have taken heat in all phases of my life as bodybuilding has become one of my top priorities. You never truly eat the same, train the same, supplement the same. You are always finding a way to push your body further for results. And for what? There is no money at least not at the amateur level. Not everyone can become a pro. My goal is to one day have a pro card and being the person I am I will not rest until that is accomplished. So we kill ourselves day in and day out. We sacrifice time away from loved ones. We spend a lot of money on food and supplements. All of this for what? I believe it is the competitor in us that draws us to this amazing sport. We want to know if we have the discipline, determination, work ethic, and drive to look like a freak. I want to answer that question for myself. No one else has to ever be impressed with my physique! I just want to be able to tell myself that no matter how hard it becomes I can overcome mentally and physically to achieve my goals. Maybe some of you others do it for another reason, but at least for me, this is an individual thing. Even when my family, friends, and loved ones look at me like I am crazy I will continue to push to the finish line day by day. One meal at a time. One workout at a time. The journey is what we thrive for. The results will take care of themselves!








