The Deuce

Not sure you seen my reply to one of your other threads, but I kept asking if you have pictures posted here on MuscleChemistry and if so where are they bro? Just wanted to see what you look like bro cuase im pretty sure you said you were like 16 weeks out from a show? Sorry if im wrong but in any case I been wanting to see what your physique looks like

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nuknuk said:

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I think he has posted old pics...but yeah, Deuce lets see some new one's...!!! It would be cool to follow your progress...You seem to have alot of knowledge, on using AAS, training and nutrition...:flex:

I saw some he posted a while back. I think they were before he had some issues.

he posted some in this thread

http://www.musclechemistry.com/upload/showthread.php?t=51791

nuknuk said:

he posted some in this thread

http://www.musclechemistry.com/upload/showthread.php?t=51791

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ok i see them now

geesh.. hahaha, haven't seen this til now.. Yes I had to abandon the show .. but I am not letting it get me down too bad.. i just knew I wouldn't be prepared in time.. so I decided to more so focus on BULKING and worrying about next year.. I had far too much bad luck with my training this year to try and crunch it all together and come in looking HALF-ASSED when I can focus and put my all into next year's season.

I will without a DOUBT be competing at The 2011 Jay Cutler Classic in May of next year.. that's a 100% no and's/if's/ or but's !!

But.. I can't bounce back like I thought I could.. I used stupid thinking .. thinking that if I somehow controlled my diet and monitored a better intake of Anabolics I'd be able to pull together in time for the NPC New England Champs... YES I know I STILL have time to make the choice to do it.. but I just don't see myself being ready in time. I am carrying WAAAY too much Bodyfat... and dealing with WAAAY too much everyday stress (in case people didn't catch my post about my failing marriage...)

I just feel that for bodybuilding i need the focus to be 100% not 30% on the bodybuilding.. 20% on lawyers cost.. 10% on working.. 30% on the court proceedings and 10% on everything else...

but for the most part i'm doing alright i guess.. maintaining a steady gym schedule has kept me busy and mind off of shit.. like the guy who's been dickin' my wife... yah stuff like that...

I'll get some recent pics up soon.. not MUCH of an improvement over last round.. but there is some.. so it should be documented...

Thanks for caring though Presser/NukNuk/Chris250/jthunder .. glad to know that someone out there wants to know how THE DEUCE'S progression is going !!

I understand big guy...its a big undertaking and the toll it takes on the body is very hard. Outside distractions(like divorce,toxic relationships,etc) don't help but if you feel you can't give it 1000% then you are correct for waiting....
Stay positive and keep progressing. Things will eventually get back in line.

HERE... Snapped at the Gym..

whats your weight up to bud??


I hear ya on the 100% part...... thats my problem a lot.

Ehhh Varies between 236-239... so I'd say for a Guarantee of 235lbs. at ehhhhhh 14.5% bf ish.. somewhere in there.. maybe more..maybe less.. right now I am really not concerned with any of that... more of what is happening in the MIRROR than what the calipers/scale say to me...

take your time bro..we are here to support ya...EAT, TRAIN and GROW !!! Focus on massive poundages, and huge muscle gains this winter...You will get there, you have the additude to be a champion...I wish you the best !!!

Chris250 said:

take your time bro..we are here to support ya...EAT, TRAIN and GROW !!! Focus on massive poundages, and huge muscle gains this winter...You will get there, you have the additude to be a champion...I wish you the best !!!

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Thanks bro, I appreciate it.. I mean.. trust me, I don't want a divorce, but what other route do I have.. the reason she said it happened was because I was focused too much on becoming a bodybuilder and not enough on her.. she swears it'll never happen again.. psssh how many times we all heard that... and yah I FUCKED Up in the beginning of our relationship and did the same thing.. so maybe it was KARMA messing with me... but.. I dunno RIGHT NOW, I can't even look at her.. all I feel is pure disgust.. and where I should be focusing on the matter of taking my mind off of it and pouring all i can into the gym... I just find myself depressed and in a slump and not wanting to leave the house.. WHICH I KNOW IS A BAD THING... she swears that there was NO PENETRATION and that she stopped him before it went all the way.. but how can I trust that.. WHO WOULD TRUST THAT?!

Ok enough about my personal life.. I just needed to vent for a second... I dunno..

HEY, But I am curious about something...

HAS ANYONE EXPERIENCED EXTREME LOWER BACK PAIN WHILST RUNNING TREN.. Like almost like your KIDNEY's Hurt?! I can't say that I did anything to my back for it to feel like this... just hurts when I take a deep breath in and the ONLY thing I can think of is I know that TREN can be harsh on the Kidney's and play a role in bladder issues as well.. NEVER experienced them before so I was just running this by you to see if anyone thought this to be a possibility ...?? I am gonna go get checked for kidney/bladder infection TOMORROW if this doesn't clear up though... Just doesn't make SENSE.

Thanks for all the support my brotha's !!

-TD

The Deuce said:

Thanks bro, I appreciate it.. I mean.. trust me, I don't want a divorce, but what other route do I have.. the reason she said it happened was because I was focused too much on becoming a bodybuilder and not enough on her.. she swears it'll never happen again.. psssh how many times we all heard that... and yah I FUCKED Up in the beginning of our relationship and did the same thing.. so maybe it was KARMA messing with me... but.. I dunno RIGHT NOW, I can't even look at her.. all I feel is pure disgust.. and where I should be focusing on the matter of taking my mind off of it and pouring all i can into the gym... I just find myself depressed and in a slump and not wanting to leave the house.. WHICH I KNOW IS A BAD THING... she swears that there was NO PENETRATION and that she stopped him before it went all the way.. but how can I trust that.. WHO WOULD TRUST THAT?!

Ok enough about my personal life.. I just needed to vent for a second... I dunno..

HEY, But I am curious about something...

HAS ANYONE EXPERIENCED EXTREME LOWER BACK PAIN WHILST RUNNING TREN.. Like almost like your KIDNEY's Hurt?! I can't say that I did anything to my back for it to feel like this... just hurts when I take a deep breath in and the ONLY thing I can think of is I know that TREN can be harsh on the Kidney's and play a role in bladder issues as well.. NEVER experienced them before so I was just running this by you to see if anyone thought this to be a possibility ...?? I am gonna go get checked for kidney/bladder infection TOMORROW if this doesn't clear up though... Just doesn't make SENSE.

Thanks for all the support my brotha's !!

-TD

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Damn bro thats rough about the wife cheating! That shit would tare me up inside! And we all say we would leave our spouse if they ever cheated , but LOVE (real Love) is a tricky thing and its easier said then done when it comes to leaving your partner! I have always told my wife if she ever cheated I would leave her, and vice versa, but man it would be tough. Thankfully the wife and I have a Loving marraige and celebrate our 7 years wedding anniversary this August 1st! and been together and total of almost 11 years and neither of us have strayed, not to my knowledge anyhow,lol,

And my wife and i HATED ONE ANOTHER FOR A GOOD YEAR after we got married, I guess its the growing pains everyone tells ya about, but we experienced it, and worked through it, and I can honestly say i love my wife more then I have ever loved her, so my point is sometimes you go through realy realy rough patches and hate each other for a little while or atleast disgust each other,lol, hate is a strong word, and if you work through it you will be a better couple for it in the long run! But again i cant speak on the cheating part and hope to never have that experience

as for your pains from the tren, its a good possibility bro that its the kidneys working over time, I would realy get checked out right away brutha, I mean look at what Chris250 went through , you never know bro unless you go see a doctor and get things straightened out, so i would say go get checked out brutha!

and not to beat a dead horse but I am sorry you or anyone else for that matter has to go through a spouse cheating, to me cheating is the ultimate betrayel!