I Fucking Hate Bieng OFF!

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Yeah thats right, it sucks big giant donkey balls! Still sitting at 277lbs on the button but lost alot of motivation and my vascularity is gone, and my strentgh is some what zapped but not all that bad.

The big difference is when im just walking around without have been to the gym recently i just aint holding full , tight and vascular like when i was on, However once im in the gym and fully pumped up i still look half decent.

I tryed the fucking insulin, and I loved it when i was working out in the gym, but like an asshole i was cheating at night with junk food and between the insulin and not being on gear, i have put on alot of midwaist fat,

I knew better to when using the insulin, i knew how to run it right and knew i wasnt suppose to cheat with junk food but cause im so use to never gaining fat i figured i would be ok, and guess what i totaly fucked up and beating myself up abaout it,lmao


ANyways just a rant! Cause i like to hear myself bitch
 
your vascularity is gone because your BP is going back to normal.......eat some chinese food and you'll be veiny!!!
 
I just hope do keep the weight. Trying to get preg is so hard, good thing I have never used a condom until I was in a steady relationship, which that was obviously pointless too, and if we did get preg my student loan wouldnt be up to almost 56k right now. Kids doing things the "right way" is the wrong way
 
Yeah bro I feel for you. Being a stickly 277 totally clean would eat me up. I bet you disappear when you turn sideways. It's an easy fix. Do a little cardio with an ECA stack and get rid of the fat and do the insulin minus the junkfood. You might be able to maintain a more respectable 285 then and not be laughed at so much :)
 
Yeah bro I feel for you. Being a stickly 277 totally clean would eat me up. I bet you disappear when you turn sideways. It's an easy fix. Do a little cardio with an ECA stack and get rid of the fat and do the insulin minus the junkfood. You might be able to maintain a more respectable 285 then and not be laughed at so much :)

lol, dick!
 
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