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ok this may b long but......here is the deal......my lifting partner doesnt know that i have used AS b4 until recently ...sort of... well the intersting part...ok...he is dating my ex gf and we talk alot, he is real insecure about their relationship and always checkin up on her and sometimes me i guess....the relationship between them kinda sux for me cuz i am kinda torn between 2 people but i did give them my blessing and all, and who am i to tell someone they cant date??but that is over and done with.
well...onto his insecurity issues, well my ex and i talk on the puter whenever we r both online, well we were talkin the other nite and she was at his house and his puter froze up and she had to shut it down and didnt get 2 logout, well so he starts his computer the next day and low and behold he magically logs into her email account...ok...honest mistake right?? well...he could have just signed her out and that would have been the end of it but...nope..he proceeds to look at her emails and happens to find one that i just sent her like 30 mins b4 (fuck!!!) anyways...
onto another thing....the other day he was saying that he got some "supplements" and i said like what....he wouldnt answer me...i was like ok...never asked again....well...so i decided to email my ex to ask her if she knew if he was "on" anything or whatever cuz this kid is so against AS it is ridiculous!! i mean he stands there and has to pick people out and say "oh there on!!" ...but this is comin from a guy that smokes pot regularly and does other rec drugs and drinks atleast 4 nites a week!!!
well...it just so happens that i also asked her if she has ever told him about me using AS also...BIG MISTAKE!! but i guess i had no idea he was gonna b a little bitch and read her email .....so i guess what i was wondering is what would u guys do...only a few people know that i have done AS and i want 2 keep it that way....the last 2 nites at the gym he has kinda been tryin 2 ignore me which is fine...i really dont need him to lift with me ...he needs me more...i mean he started liftin with me and he went form bein a fat pudgy kid weighin 245 to 200 in like 1 year and if he doesnt lift and train with me he doesnt really workout... but if he is so against AS and people that make there bodies healthier instead of tear them down with other drugs than i dont know what 2 do...sheesh...this is long....what would u guys do??should i approach him??i dont really like the tension between us the last few days and i guess i want 2 get it over with and move on...
well...onto his insecurity issues, well my ex and i talk on the puter whenever we r both online, well we were talkin the other nite and she was at his house and his puter froze up and she had to shut it down and didnt get 2 logout, well so he starts his computer the next day and low and behold he magically logs into her email account...ok...honest mistake right?? well...he could have just signed her out and that would have been the end of it but...nope..he proceeds to look at her emails and happens to find one that i just sent her like 30 mins b4 (fuck!!!) anyways...
onto another thing....the other day he was saying that he got some "supplements" and i said like what....he wouldnt answer me...i was like ok...never asked again....well...so i decided to email my ex to ask her if she knew if he was "on" anything or whatever cuz this kid is so against AS it is ridiculous!! i mean he stands there and has to pick people out and say "oh there on!!" ...but this is comin from a guy that smokes pot regularly and does other rec drugs and drinks atleast 4 nites a week!!!
well...it just so happens that i also asked her if she has ever told him about me using AS also...BIG MISTAKE!! but i guess i had no idea he was gonna b a little bitch and read her email .....so i guess what i was wondering is what would u guys do...only a few people know that i have done AS and i want 2 keep it that way....the last 2 nites at the gym he has kinda been tryin 2 ignore me which is fine...i really dont need him to lift with me ...he needs me more...i mean he started liftin with me and he went form bein a fat pudgy kid weighin 245 to 200 in like 1 year and if he doesnt lift and train with me he doesnt really workout... but if he is so against AS and people that make there bodies healthier instead of tear them down with other drugs than i dont know what 2 do...sheesh...this is long....what would u guys do??should i approach him??i dont really like the tension between us the last few days and i guess i want 2 get it over with and move on...