SAD NEWS!! HUGE SHOCK FOR MADCHEMIST!!!

this has been a very messed up week.

a friend of mine got lost in the water while surfing his body was discovered the other day and no one could recognize him but DNA test showed it was him.

a popular southern cali bodybuilder, and a close friend of mine also died yesterday. he was 30, 250lbs shreded. i will not say his name cuz of the their family confidentiality.

also i fucked up my wrist and shoulder. i discussed my porblem with two chiropracters. and both recommended atleast a month of rest. or very light training.

after all this shit i have decided to hold back on the competition. i am very young and i dont wanna fuck up my school over a comp. i know it is a great feeling and all. hopefully i will experience it in a year or even sooner.

i am under a lot of pressure rite now. i am 18 i have already juiced. a huge mistake!!! i have 6 weeks on this cycle left, after that its gonna be hcg clomid ldex ndex. from their on its gonna be natural training. for a while bb became the priority of my life. but from now on its school then this. I am not quiting juice permanently. i will hit up a cycle here and there, but i plan not to get carried away with it.

I had a huge conversation with my family yesterday. they all know i juice. so they are very happy that i am finally going to get of it. and stay of it for a while.

My family has been very supporting hopefully u guys are too!!!

I respect that bro. Sounds like you got a level head. I think that's a good decision. Go natural for a while or forever and put school first. If only I could do so too, lol. I'm sorry about your loss too. Let us know if you need anything and if you disappear from MC we understand. peace

You've got to do what's right for you, and only you know what that is. I think alot of us get so caught up in the gym, that we lose the balance in our lives. Find your balance and enjoy life, it's all about being truly happy.

Madchem...PM me if ya need to talk bro...you sound like a very strong person to me.

My condolences for your losses......good decision to go natty for now, take advantage of your already elevated test levels while they're up there. I know how it is though, I think if I had been lifting while I was in high school/college, temptation would've been too great for me as well

Your loss

im sorry for you loss take care and staay in shcool! ( your making the correct desicion)

Sorry to hear of the loss of your friends Bro. hang in there and know we're all with you. I am gladdened by the news you have decided to hold of on the juice for a while. I think it is a great decision on your part. It's hard to be out of comp because of an injury, but you are young and should heal well... there will be more. Hope you stick around the board.

Buckle down bro-character and integrity are forged through crisis and pain-you'll get through or we'll pull you through-don't let this bring you down,rather let it motivate you to train harder-eat cleaner-get all A's and treat your loved ones like the treasure they are-I won't get all "preachy" but-"I can do ALL things through Christ who strengthens me"-Call if needed-rippedchef

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Sorry about your loses bro, It's hard losing friends. Good choice on satying natural for a while. Your injuries will heal, I've had lots of them. They're tough set backs, just take it easy for a while. If you need anything drop me a line.

I'm very sorry to hear about your loses bro. Keep your head up. Lifting, gear, and comps do not take priority over life. You're making the right decision.

sorry to hear what happened bro....but very smart of you to realize what you want in life, and I can respect that....congrats for that...if u ever need someone to talk to bro...feel free to PM me anytime....I am only 21...and I have juiced now for 2 years..so I feel you there!!!

Damn i dont even know how to thank you guys. i appreciate everyone's support. after talking to my family i feel a lot better.

ALSO u guys are rite i am going to take full advantage of the time i have left on this cycle (5-6weeks) i am going to finishing up with winny prop and fina. 50mg/100mgeod and 75mged. low dose. i am gonna train harder, eat healthier, sleep better and study hard.

i will still be on the board to guide the newbeez and to get help with my shit.

ONE MORE TIME THANX AGAIN AND AGAIN

Sorry to hear about everything, hang in there!

Sorry J!!! Things will workout they always do so keep your head up buddy!

Sorry about your loss(es). It takes an individual of character, responsibilty and self ethics to confront ones self and family like you did. I can say that I do not know any 18 yr olds that would have the ability to do that. you have already made yourself a better person. You made the right choice. Stay true yourself!

i had no idea, what i did was that great, but thanx everyone for all the support. hopefully i can stay off it for a good while.

sorry about your losses. I've been in the same predicament before, putting the gym before school. but once your grades take a nose dive, ppl tend to smarten up. I sure as hell did.

That sucks, man.

thanx guys,
poopooo i really appreciate that u changed your avatar.