I got busted!!

bigshug

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No, not by the cops...but by my wife.
I thought I was so slick, keeping this whole AS thing behind her back for so long until today when I did my enant, EQ, and fina shots and LEFT A SYRINGE IN THE BATHROOM. What a dumbass. She went into my bathroom and came out with it in her hand. "What's this?" she said.

I was just like, aaah FUCK. Busted. No way to talk myself out of it.

So I came clean, and she was surprisingly understanding for someone who said they'd leave me if I ever did AS. She did cry, as her feelings were hurt since I'd been lying about it all this time. I really felt like shit. She told me that if I had just spoken with her about it, we could've probably come to some sort of an agreement. Y'know what, though? It's a relief. No more sneaking around. No more lying.

I did tell her to ask me any questions she may have had concerning AS and the potential side effects. She told me that she knew I would've done shitloads of research before I decided just to jump headlong into something like this, and she trusted my judgement nonetheless. She did comment that now she understood why my sex drive was through the freakin' roof......now I feel bad about that because no matter what I tell her, she'll think it's the AS that made me so strongly attracted to her.

Still haven't told her about my slin that'll be at my front door in a few days....the hits just keep on comin'
 
Damn, bro. I feel for you.
I haven't told my wife specifically about this either.

I doubt she even knows what steroids are... but she knows I take a ton of supplements and herbs and vitamins and things. I mentioned that I doing stuff to help out with testosterone (yeah, like directly injecting it. *grin*) flow and that's why my sex drive was so high and then low after cycles...

But... she still has no clue.

That said... my wife has also said that if she ever found out i did drugs (she was talking about cocaine at the time) that she would leave me.

So... her finding a syringe would be a baaaad thing.

I'm glad your wife ended up being understanding. And it's VERY cool that she trusts you to have done your research.

I hope if the time comes, that my wife will react as well.

anyway... good luck with any further complications.

-j69
 
Its a difficult situation bro.....

you´ve talked to her and she understood your explanation, but IMO in your next cycle you´re better tell her about it, because if she finds out you´re lying again to her she´ll be really pissed off! My gf would for sure!

Conversation it´s the best to do in this situation......
Good luck bigshug
 
I haven't been caught yet, I hate sneaking around like a damn crackhead. I have a "safe house" that I go to, to take care of business. I feel for ya bro, at least it's out in the open.
 
I came clean with the Mrs last year- hid it for about 1 1/2 yrs prior- she understood although did not approve 100%-As long as I go to the M.D. every 3mo she is cool with it>
 
my current gf knows and so does my ex....it was a huge relief getting it off my shoulders...and both realized i wasnt about to put something in my body that i knew nothing about...very good women....and as far as women that say they will leave ya if you do them...kick their ass out the door and have them go talk to Martha Burk!
 
Scorpio I have the same setup. I have an office where I take care of business. I am beyond sure my girl has suspicions but we never talk about it. I do feel like a sneak tho, it would be nice if it was out in the open. Shit my girl is a nurse, she could help me.
 
There has been a HUGE weight lifted from my shoulders....she still says she doesn't want to see it or see me doing it, but at least I don't have to take 45 mins in the bathroom anymore - paranoid as shit that she'll know what I'm doing if she hears me opening band-aids and alcohol wipes......
 
I guess I should really keep my mouth shut, but keeping something like juicing from someone you could get pregnant.. is not right.

Perhaps that's something that should be brought up from the beginning so that if it's not okay, then you find someone else that is accepting of it..
 
Half a baby's genetic history comes from sperm.

Steriods are not legal because of ethical reasons surrounding clinical studies on humans..
I dunno if I should say any more..
 
Actually, steroids are legal, and fairly frequently prescribed. They are only illegal to use without a script, and it's illegal for docs to prescribe them for "cosmetic" reasons.
 
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