badgermoon's crash & burn

This is getting to be a drag. I run my cycles because I have low natural test levels, so when I come off, the "normal" level I return to is still low. The difference in how I feel off/on is like a rollercoaster ride, and not in a good way. To make things interesting, my gf broke things off the week I ended my cycle, and it has been hard to find work lately. (hoping to hear something tomorrow though thank goodness).
I'm toying with the idea of running a longer cycle next time. I think if I run proviron and hcg during the cycle I might be able to keep my self from shutting down completely. I'd stay with stuff that is less liver toxic and do what I can to keep lipid profiles in line. I'm wondering if any body has run some longer cycles, like 20+ weeks, and how it went for you. If you have any insight I'd sure like to know.
Some of the difficulty has probably been due to personal stuff going on in the last 2 years, but when I come off it really slams me. I could use some advise.

And don't tell me to just eat a bullet either ya bunch of smart-asses LOL :laugh:

I was gonna say add slin in post cycle, that helps a lil w/the post cycle crash...but since you mentioned it bite a bullet!

My buddy just jabs himself with a pin if he gets that bad and his mind kinda thinks he is on. weird or what.

Its not so much that it isn't manageable, what I'm thinking is more along the lines of not having to do it as often. I've read where some guys mention being on for long cycles. I'm wondering if there is some specific method they follow to minimize the unwanted sides, or if you just have to do blood-work often and just go by that. I'm assuming that mid-cycle blood-work is necessary any way.

i have been reading that alot can be attested to the pscyolgical effects. I will b trying slin so i dont crash like i did last time. I crashed like a 747 going into an ocean

Slin plus creatine's good for a bridge....pumps are similar to what you'll get from AAS usage

Try andro-gel between cylce - easy to get from the Doc if your levels are low.
Good Luck friend.
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I would see a doc, you can probably get a test scipt easy.

but slin (only if you are ok with using it) and creatine would be an amazing bridge.

Well, I have a script for test, thats where I get my gear, but I still have to take time off between. Thats why I was thinking I'd like to run a longer cycle. If I use andro, wouldn't that shut me down too? Also, the clinic told me that andro converts to DHT and causes hair loss.
I'm hoping that the IGF will at least help me keep the gains, that alone will help make it worth it. And next time I want to try proviron, I'm thinking that might help some.