Count Blah
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i know this dosent belong here but please leave it....it might make someone think and save a life
Last week i lost my 19 year old sister because the guy she was with decided to race some cars. he lost control of the car he borrowed at over 115 mph. the car was airbourn and spinning for over 350 ft they collided with a pole at around 115 mph. i was told the only way the police knew what make and model the car was, was because the front and rear bumpers of the car broke off at inpact and flew over 100 ft from the telephone pole. HE had NO license. the nypd at the secene told me they never in there life seen an acident as bad as this. some of these guys had over 15 years on the job. the impact was heard for over 5 city blocks in every direction. i thank god she died on impact and did not suffer, i also thank god that we were able to view the body at the wake. this message is for everyone.... if you want to be an asshole with your car or anyone elses do it alone, dont take anyone with you. because if you do and something happens remember it is someones sister, brother, mother, father, or friend.
the following is a letter i have been trying to get the local paper to put on there web site but they dont seem to want to put it up
i am sorry for rambling but at 29 i feel my life is over....eventhough i still have a future ahead of me.
Justina,
You have become one of the few things in life I could count on. You were unjustly taken from me. You are my world and will always have a majority of my heart and soul with you. On November 18 I lost all my will to breathe, my will to live. It was as if someone came into my home and ripped my heart from my chest. I was supposed to protect you. I FAILED. I failed and you were taken when I let my guard down. In the last 7 years you have become more than just a sister, friend, confidant, adviser, IT WAS AS IF YOU BECAME MY DAUGHTER TOO!! Just as you became my daughter, It was like I became your father. I don’t know if you knew but I needed you a million times more than you ever needed me. I was and still am proud of you for going to college and trying to make something of yourself. You are a better person than I can ever dream of becoming. It became my job to make sure that you would be happy, and I hope that I did a good job for you. I can tell the world that you did for me! Your laugh, your smile, your whit and charm will be missed. I now count the days till we meet again. I hope its soon because I don’t know if I can live much longer. My heart and soul is no longer there, it lies with you in heaven. You are now an angel and I await you. I wait for you to take me to a place where I can be happy. My life has become meaningless without you.... you were my sunrise and my sunset, you made the world go round for me, and you still are and always be my everything.. You were my strength to overcome all the wrongs that were done to me. I needed you to be my strength, and to guide me through life. Your advise might not have been what I wanted or needed to hear but you were always right. If you will not take me with you PLEASE help me through life, continue to whisper into my ear, guide me, teach me. Justina I hurt so much please take me and stop this pain. I am dying without you
Vinnie
thanks for listening to me
Last week i lost my 19 year old sister because the guy she was with decided to race some cars. he lost control of the car he borrowed at over 115 mph. the car was airbourn and spinning for over 350 ft they collided with a pole at around 115 mph. i was told the only way the police knew what make and model the car was, was because the front and rear bumpers of the car broke off at inpact and flew over 100 ft from the telephone pole. HE had NO license. the nypd at the secene told me they never in there life seen an acident as bad as this. some of these guys had over 15 years on the job. the impact was heard for over 5 city blocks in every direction. i thank god she died on impact and did not suffer, i also thank god that we were able to view the body at the wake. this message is for everyone.... if you want to be an asshole with your car or anyone elses do it alone, dont take anyone with you. because if you do and something happens remember it is someones sister, brother, mother, father, or friend.
the following is a letter i have been trying to get the local paper to put on there web site but they dont seem to want to put it up
i am sorry for rambling but at 29 i feel my life is over....eventhough i still have a future ahead of me.
Justina,
You have become one of the few things in life I could count on. You were unjustly taken from me. You are my world and will always have a majority of my heart and soul with you. On November 18 I lost all my will to breathe, my will to live. It was as if someone came into my home and ripped my heart from my chest. I was supposed to protect you. I FAILED. I failed and you were taken when I let my guard down. In the last 7 years you have become more than just a sister, friend, confidant, adviser, IT WAS AS IF YOU BECAME MY DAUGHTER TOO!! Just as you became my daughter, It was like I became your father. I don’t know if you knew but I needed you a million times more than you ever needed me. I was and still am proud of you for going to college and trying to make something of yourself. You are a better person than I can ever dream of becoming. It became my job to make sure that you would be happy, and I hope that I did a good job for you. I can tell the world that you did for me! Your laugh, your smile, your whit and charm will be missed. I now count the days till we meet again. I hope its soon because I don’t know if I can live much longer. My heart and soul is no longer there, it lies with you in heaven. You are now an angel and I await you. I wait for you to take me to a place where I can be happy. My life has become meaningless without you.... you were my sunrise and my sunset, you made the world go round for me, and you still are and always be my everything.. You were my strength to overcome all the wrongs that were done to me. I needed you to be my strength, and to guide me through life. Your advise might not have been what I wanted or needed to hear but you were always right. If you will not take me with you PLEASE help me through life, continue to whisper into my ear, guide me, teach me. Justina I hurt so much please take me and stop this pain. I am dying without you
Vinnie
thanks for listening to me
