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big-guy2
11-02-2004, 02:09 PM
ok, so i am going to tell you about my frustrations at the moment...
so, the other night i decided it was time to take some pictures of myself. man, today that seems like the dumbest thing i have ever done...now, i know i am not a "big guy"...actually, not big at all now that i see myself...i honestly never realized how small i am to be quite honest with myself...

now i have been lifing going on about 5 years now, but have been lifting seriously for about 1 1/2 years now...i think i am finally starting to figure the diet out...the amount of protein, carbs, fat i need to take in in any given day...i am religious about my nutrition, although like most i tend to fall off here & there -- especially on the wkds...some wkds worse than others...

but now, now that i have taken these pictures i really see just how small i am...i think i have a good base, but that is all it is...a base...so, i am taking this as thought i have something to work with...

i am wondering if anyone else has gone through this in their life of bodybuilding...i understand this is a slow process & it just doesnt come over night so i am not expecting a miracle, but for some reason i just thought i looked bigger than what i really am...i am frustrated as hell...!!!

irishpride
11-02-2004, 02:14 PM
sounds like typical dis-morphia..i have it bad..even when i was 240-250 at 5'9 i feel small..now i am at 215 or so and do to injuries and shitty circumstances i just haven't been able to give it my all and i feel like the incredible shrinkin man LOL but i will be back..just keep pluggin away brother..

blacktail
11-02-2004, 11:18 PM
we all have "bad mirror days" you know you get out of the shower and look in the mirror and say"what the f**K happened"!
had one yesterday!!!:angry: