Ive incorporated living my life by a thought process of one day of when I was sitting around thinking.... Nothing in life matters to me any , its just a test of time of if your worthy of the bigger picture when you die. No outside help , or influences , your just an experiment of how your wired , as time goes on the truth comes out.
and when the truth comes out that truth chooses your afterlife.
just like with experiments based on chance , the longer or more results the more accurate. Life is a test of time to figure out accuracy of worth. So just live with good morals , and thats it. Until you die , and hope to die as soon as possible without trying to.
Your suppose to charish life , but for those who were worthy praise the outcome of their death , that they didnt have to live through as much bullshit as you do. Because if your not worthy the big picture of afterlife will be continuous bullshit of what normal life is like. Ups and downs , or a constant down. No completeness.
So I just do my best to enjoy life , do my best to stay true to my morals , etc. But hope to die as soon as possible , without suicide and without allowing it to happen the more your willing to put up with and push shows more that your true to the moral of no suicide than just not doing it.
life = test
afterlife = your results