my heartbreak story

Crazymank

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Alright... This is what im going through.....

I was married. I was with my wife for over 6 years. All of that time, I knew alyssa, deor, courtney, and nicole. These are some crazy mofo's i cant lie. I stayed away from nicole, because I had a intense feeling of attraction to her. I slept with courtney before i met my wife. Deor is a gay dude, and alyssa is bi -well, everyone is bi really. I've always been good friends with alyssa. Its funny cause we'd have this dude friendship, checking out chicks, which one we'd bang, whatever....

I pretty much stayed away from this group of people the who time i was married. Specially nicole. I honesty tried to stay faithful to my wife. We where having problems, specaily towards the end. We stopped having sex- for like months... maybe once in a while every 4 months or so.

During that time, Nicole walks into the club. Nicole if fing gorgeous. I never really talked to her. I broke down and danced with her at the end of the night.... Fing hot ass dancer. Im not talking booty dancing-although she can do that as well, almost like ball room dancing, close, sensual, just a slight rub here or there. She kept turning me on and i had to stop her. I kept getting wood. I said, this isnt right, im married....

Another month goes by. She walks into the club. She is drunk this time. Walks up to me, says..... Can you not be married for 5 seconds??? I say sure, She says.... I masturbated thinking about our dance.... I said, well, that makes 2 of us.

I cant remember if it was another week, or if it was longer. But I started Facebook. I always stayed away from facebook because its to tempting to meet people at the club, and stay in contact with them. I figured id end up cheating. So almost instantly after adding nicole to my facebook, she asks if im going to be at the club that saturday night. I said yes... She came up to the club, ignored me till the end, then asked me what i was doing after. I said grabbing a bite to eat across the street. So i go to eat, she sits down with me and we start talking. Some of the bartenders where there, they started giving me a hard time. Yelled across the restaurant "hey joe... your wife is on the phone..." So, i said to nicole, lets get out of here... she said I cant drive, i said ill take you home.

It was awkward at first. I said, you know im married and dont know what you have planned, but i dont cheat on my wife. (big laugh). She said, well, your friends with alyssa, so that means your pretty cool. I just want to be friends. We get to her place. Go inside.. things are still kinda awkward. She breaks the silence with.... "I heard you strip for people at the club" i want you to strip for me... I said, no, after about the third time.... I got frustrated and finally said okay. I sat her down in a chair and started taking my clothes off in her living room. I was dancing behind her, so she had to turn around... Got down to my underwear.... then she stopped looking, by the time she said...wait- your not going to... I threw my underwear in front of her. Haa haa... it was funny. I enjoyed it atleast.... She had me put my clothes back on, we exchanged numbers. That was the beginning of an affair. I did cheat on my wife on occasion, but i never had an affair.
 
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The next day i texted her. Said let me take you back to your car..... She already got it. So instead we walked around her neighborhood. She lives in a very upscale neighborhood. I dont think we kissed, or did anything till the next time. I cant really quite how it transpired, but for the next week i was going back to her place after the club, fucking her till 5-7am and then going back home to my wife. I was so addicted to nicole, that i didnt care what happened. The sex was amazing, conversation, friendship.... everything.
 
Very interesting delivery to the story, Normal. I had to read it a few times to understand what was going on. Are you still in contact with the chick? That line "can you not be married for 5 seconds" is a HOT ass line! I wish someone used that on me when I was married. The coolest thing that happened to me while I was in the midst of getting seperated/divorced was a chick asked to use my cellphone to call her ride because her phone died. She ended up calling her number with my phone to get my number! Sneaky bitch
 
The next day i texted her. Said let me take you back to your car..... She already got it. So instead we walked around her neighborhood. She lives in a very upscale neighborhood. I dont think we kissed, or did anything till the next time. I cant really quite how it transpired, but for the next week i was going back to her place after the club, fucking her till 5-7am and then going back home to my wife. I was so addicted to nicole, that i didnt care what happened. The sex was amazing, conversation, friendship.... everything.

And then...... come on man, that's like the forshadowing for a movie, keep going!
 
I thought this was about the breakup with Nicole... not the wife. I'm confused... :confused:

Sometimes it really does help to talk about it...
 
sorry guys.... I have have an incredible new gf. Fucking amazing. You will see her as soon as we can do uploads. So it makes it difficult to finish this story cause im not heart broken anymore.

so where was i???
 
So the wife started to figure out what was going on.... the only reason why it lasted a month is because the wife had knee surgery, spent a couple weeks recuperating at her parents house. During that time i was staying every night at nicoles. It was fucking amazing. We would get high together and fuck for just hours.... Loved every minute of it.

The jealousy really started to kick in at this point. Im used to jealousy, my wife was very jealous. I work at a club with amazingly hot co-workers. I get hit on almost every night. Its part of the job. Nicole was 100x worst though. I thought i handled it pretty well. I mean, i loved her, For the first time in my life, i wasnt going to cheat, i had nothing on tap, anyone that even came close to me during this time, I pushed them away. So i had no problem with her going through my phone, my computer, my wallet, Everything. She asked for access to this site even. Her handle was (trusttakestime)....lol!! Before she got here, i deleted a lot of the shit that made me look like a complete douche bag. Because she didnt need any more reinforcements. She was beginning to really loose it though. She had to keep tabs on me all day long. If i didnt text her back, it ment something was wrong in her head. I really tried to help her with it. I introduced her to everyone at the club, I was completely fine with her "popping in" the club at any point, I didnt eat after work, i just went straight to place after the club. I lived as transperant as possible.... I never even gave a hard time about looking through all my shit. Then she started focusing on people. The people i work with =Kayla because she was paying me to strip for a bachelorette. Jen because i look like her old boyfriend, kelsie + emily= just good friends that hang out with me a lot. Lacie and i go way back. Danna because one night i was talking to danna about nicole, didnt realize i had butt dialed nicole.... Nicole listened to the whole phone call.... By the time i realized that the phone was on, i said oh my god, showed the phone to danna she said... "oh no!", and hung up..... Nicole thought i was fucking her at the club. (even to the last day)...... These are just the people i work with, You can imagine what it was like with the customers. A lot of people will come up and say hi, give me hugs.... rub on me- whatever. When i started dating nicole, i really tried to distance myself from customers like this.

She started smelling me every night after i came home from the bar. One night she needed a ride home from downtown. I didnt want to leave my car, so i had danna drop me off. Nicole was first pissed that i would choose danna to drop me off, but then accused me of getting a blow job on the way. My shirt wasnt tucked in on one side, because we wear radios. Im doing her a fucking favor, this is the kind of shit id get.

Nicole has a big bash.... I remember writing here about it, i was going to try and stay sober. Well, my plan failed. I was drunk after the first hour. So... I know i have to go till like 5am, so i start pacing myself. Eating a bunch of chips, drinking water in between beers. Im pretty okay with my buzz, just minding my own business, happy to have a Saturday night off. All off a sudden, Nicole grabs my arm.... pulls me out on her porch. She says, whats going on with you and that girl? I say what girl? she says, the one you took upstairs?? im like, i have no fucking idea what your talking about. She said that people where talking in the kitchen and it sounded like you went upstairs with a girl. I said, well... you need to go talk to those people and ask which guy and girl. Cause i wasnt upstairs with anyone. Nicole goes to alyssa, points this girl out and says... "she needs to go now!" Alyssa looks at her.... says nicole, thats my sister... she is here with her boyfriend. She wasnt with joe, she doesnt even know joe.... You need to chill the fuck out. -same party, i tried to get some people from the club to come join us. This sent nicole into a tizzy... She said, "if some bitch comes here for you..... Im going to fuck her up!".... -I have to admit... it was a little cute.

One night, this amazingly beautiful girl kept falling me around. Nicole was at the club, i was so afraid nicole would think i was interested in this girl, i kept walking away from her. At one point, i walked to nicole, she was standing by the dance floor. This girl, saw it as an opportunity to talk to me. I looked at the girl (i was actually scared that she was going to come over) - nicole took it as, i was drawing her in with my eyes. The girl came over, nicole just stomped off pissed..... I looked at the girl, i said.... "your pissing off my girlfriend"- she said, "oh, im sorry" and left. -Nicole never saw that. That same night i met her to eat across the street. She was sitting with 2 friends that didnt know we where dating. One of her friends was hitting on me hard core, right in front of nicole. I had enough b.s. for one night, so i got up excused myself, went and sat down with my co-workers. Nicole never believed me, she said that it was like high school when someone got up to go sit with the cool kids.

Fights dont really bother me at the club. But when we have brawls, it really puts me in a bad mood. Its just because you see the worst in humanity during a brawl... Its just a cluster fuck. So one night, Nicole was expecting me to meet her at a party. I texted her after a brawl, said... "look im really not in a good mood- just so you know" .... I met her at the party, I tried hard to have a good time, but I just couldn't do it. We left, went back to her place and she tried to cheer me up, but nothing but a good night sleep would work. So she started to get pissed off. She accused me of cheating on her, that i was feeling guilty, thats why i was really in a bad mood. -FUCK! so, when i really just need some relaxation, i got the opposite. Fucking sucked.

I dont know if you guys remember, but a biker gang came into the club one night and i stopped them from killing this kid. Well, the leader of that gang's niece is jessica. After that event, strangely her and i have become good friends. She is a young mom, and i think we have a lot in common because we both have a kid. Nicole was gone on a trip, I had a party.... Jessica pretty much wanted to go out with me. I shut her down hard core, told her my girlfriend was coming home and im going to be fucking her all day that day.... Jessica has never hit on me since. But one night at the club, she was talking to me.... gave me a hug, i think i was talking to her literally for about a minute.... Nicole comes flying across the dance floor.... makes some inaudible noise in my ear and then takes off..... it was fucking weird. Someone took a picture seconds before this happened. You can see lyssa clearly trying to calm her down and nicole was about to freak out. Ill insert that here when we can upload pics.
 
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I thought this was about the breakup with Nicole... not the wife. I'm confused... :confused:

Sometimes it really does help to talk about it...


i left the wife to be with nicole. my relationship with nicole only lasted 4 months. Its been 2 months.
 
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Damn man. I say Nicole leaving was a blessing!! How could you go 4 months with that?! I wouldn't last 4 minutes before I told her to haul ass. Fuck that. How long before she chops off your cock in bed for some imaginary fling she concocted in her head.
 
Damn man. I say Nicole leaving was a blessing!! How could you go 4 months with that?! I wouldn't last 4 minutes before I told her to haul ass. Fuck that. How long before she chops off your cock in bed for some imaginary fling she concocted in her head.

i know... as i write this shit down, it looks like a fucking mountain of shit. While i was in it, i guess i just kept digging at it. I had no idea what i was up against.
 
i was good till i started writing this story. Fucking drunk now....... Its just really heartbreaking.

you'd think id be happy....look at this pic, thats who im fucking.

I have to be at work in 20 minutes....

its still not nicole.......
 
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Nicole was probably hurt in her past and was struggling to get over the emotional issues that were haunting her. Having the person you love surrounded by hot ass all the time can definitely play with your head! Jon worked parttime as a bouncer at a local pub during the first year of our relationship and I was always afraid of having him come home and tell me how many times he got hit on. It's a very hard thing to deal with when you've been dicked over in the past. I trust him, but it still hurts to wonder what could be going on behind your back. The fact that you gave her full access to your life proved that you were trying to be 110% honest with her so that she wouldn't feel like something was going on... but I could still see how insecurity could still breed. I'm a girl... I'm guilty of doing shit like this myself.
 
I had a couple things that where warning signs that nicole wasn't playing with a full deck. About a month into our relationship, i had to do a bunch of laundry. I just moved out of my house with the wife. So i didnt have a washer and dryer yet. I said i was going to warren to do my laundry.... my phone died on the way. Nicole took this as i was going to do laundry at my old house, which ment i was fucking my wife (in her head). So she then called a guy she works with (rick i think), and has him come meet up with her at a bar. I dont think he made it (now days i question everything). But she had later learned that i ment i went to a laundry mat in warren. She felt awful. I didnt really give her a hard time about it... but i was like jesus.... You cant go a minute without a dude, or what???

1 month later... nicole and i are driving to a party in Detroit. Its the fourth of july and we are stuck in a 2 hour traffic jam. We brought booze with us, so we started drinking. In my drunken state.... I say, you know, im going to do what you do to me..... I grab her phone, start going through the text messages.... Find that she is still talking to rick. Now i never checked up on nicole... that was the absolute only time and i found something. She hadnt cut off there friendship. Rick was clearly interested in her, he was trying to get her to go out with him. She avoided him, up to that point, but the whole thing was shady. i looked at her and i was just shocked.... I guess i couldnt believe that she was still talking to this guy. I mean, Im pushing away any chick that shows interests and she is just all about whoever..... We walked into my friends party separate. I didnt even know if we'd be together at the end of the night. (i wish now i ended it there).

So we hung out at the party separate. I was screwing around with numb chucks and kelsie (bartender) started playing around with me. I took some pics of her, then kelsie tried to egg me on.... so i swept her legs and lighly set her down on the couch. nicole flipped out.... said it was something that her and i did together (aikido) and it was only for us to do together. She said i was totally flirting with kelsie. I was not....
 
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This is great reading in the morning, keep it coming big guy...

BTW...love the avatar...

we need an air out your laundry section...lmao
 
How long before she chops off your cock in bed for some imaginary fling she concocted in her head.

I agree with the Dude. That chick was too crazy, it's only a matter of time before she detaches you from your most prized organ. The one you are seeing now is totally smoking! Stay with her and forget about the psycho chick.
 
But she really loved me man. It was obvious.... Not just because the last pregnancy test she took, she said she wanted my baby.... but other things.

Like for instance:

Alyssa was staying the summer with nicole. So she got pretty used to watching us fuck. This one night, we where all drunk.... I had nicole in the wheel barrow, lyssa was watching from the door way. I said come over here, to alyssa. she got down next to us. I said kiss nicole.... They both looked at me, said "are you sure?".... I was like yeah. Lyssa said "what are the rules" i said, you cant touch me.... Im not really into lyssa, its like we are buds, like she is my sister.... I dont have that attraction to her. Specially then, it was all love for nicole.... i had nothing else for anyone. So she started rubbing nicoles chest, bend down to kiss nicole and nicole had this look of extreme pain on her face..... Lyssa saw it, said... im going to back off for a minute, and I saw it... it made me feel so bad that i hurt nicole. Nicole said, i dont want to destroy what we have....

That really ment something to me. I almost wish it didnt happen, because thats when it really sunk in how important i was to her.

It was twisted later. Nicole then thought i wanted a 3 some because i needed more. That she wasnt enough. She has never been so wrong. The feelings i had for her, made our sex the best i ever had.
 
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