Mental Health

This is going off of decadent's post on death and AAS. I would have put it under that thread but I want everyone to read my most likely poor attempt to write something.
<br>With those studies I noticed a high rate of deaths by suicide. That is pretty scary stuff. There is many reason why those people committed suicide. It could be that AAS changed chemicals in there brain, could be many other reasons. If you are using AAS be careful if you get in a mental funk. While I know what it's like being a guy and being on AAS. If you feel like you’re in a funk, like hell you're going to tell/ask for help. While there is a good chance that it will never happen to you. Back when I was 14 years old I had a close cousin commit suicide. It was very hard on me and I got pretty depressed. I was never suicidal myself but asking for help/telling someone was one of the hardest thing I have done. I'm glad I did. I got help went on some meds and it got me out of the funk.
<br> So if down the road if things are looking grey and it last longer then normal without going away, bite your lip and tell someone. I don't want any bros to do something crazy. Steroids are serious business like you all know. I have read that side effects down the road can be anxiety and depression. Don't think it can't happen to you because it can happen to anyone. If it does get help before it's too late. Well I’m done posting like a little biatch.

Username... bro ...

A couple of things come to mind.. and chances are .. I'll fuck'n chat.. cuz I do that alot.. especially LATE AT NITE!

First of all bro... when it comes to juice and depression... in my mind.. if you prepare for it.. you can handle it. Bipolar.. fuck'n chemicallly imbalanced.. whatever.. it's a matter of preparation.. just like clomid, nolva, HCG.,.. whatever.. get ready for it.. it comes.. and eal with it...

The reason I say deal with it... is ultimately because... well ... it's a loss of strength, size.. and well that brings upon the whole .. ego/confidence thing. Just because you aren't AS STRONG.. or AS BIG as you were on "anadrol" .. doesn' tmean you don't BUST YOUR ASS in the gym... and AREN'T PART OF THE few 10% of the American's (or people for that matter).. that actually GOTO THE GYM.. and part of the 1% of the 10% that actually BUST THIER ASS CONSISTANTLY at the gym.. to get where they want to be (evnetually).. or at least TRY to hit thier goals... to . ... well ...

you get the idea... the dpression comes from the lack of ability to hit the previous times you were .... remember .. it WILL COME HBACK.. in time.. because once you "goto the juice" .. you "never go back" .. the juice IS LIFE. Why? Because the gains, the confidence, the strength, the size, and the overall... .well "studlyness .. " .. is unforgettable.. and most importantly... re-reachable.. through the same way you've done it before ... (juice) ... is gonna bring you back to where you wanna be...

that's why we are technically "addicted" to juice.. .because ... mentally it puts us on a different level that MANY people just can' thandle, deal with... or more importantly ... can't deal with out.

Depression will come... AND GO.. remember that.. and anyone who does something ... like TAKE THIER OWN LIFE over .... strength and power.. .isn't "powerful enough" .. to realize... that "it will come back" .. with consistancy... and dedication to one's self....

so don't do what i did and get all bumbed out cuz you lost 7 fuck'n lb's because of a new job.. and get all pissed abou this and that... truely I know it'll come back.. and when it does.. i'll take my latest pics.. be proud.. and be ready to fuck'n rip it up like the regular joe shmoe...

and when joe shmoe look sat my pics for the first time.. will go ... GO DAMN .. that fucker looks great... . (ya know why? .. cuz I said so... ) .. and if you don't have that attitude.. it won't happen .. no matter what...

be cocky, be strong.. lift your head high.. and realize that in life yo uare what you make of yourself.. not what other people say you are... and if you think different... then well .. you're a dumbass.. and need to learn agbout life, yourself.. and well who you are... and what you want!!

just my .02

stick is right on the money.. i'll use myself as an example... going into a cycle i know that i have too avoid stress your i might ripp someone head off... not that i was threw the mall just hitting people but i can tell that it gives me a shorter fuse.. now going off i also know that the pumps won't be as big and i set a goal of retaining 85% of my growth.. now i know that's a low number but then i feel beter when i keep 90plus% of the growth off a cycle.. it really falls down to knowing what you are getting into before you start and keeping good mental health...

be cocky, be strong.. lift your head high.. and realize that in life you are what you make of yourself.. not what other people say you are... and if you think different... then well .. you're a dumbass.. and need to learn about life, yourself.. and well who you are... and what you want!!

Well said Stickler........

Username,the asking for help and knowing when that time comes isn't easy at all,as you pointed out. If you ever have even the slightest doubt about your mental stability or the mental health of a bro enlist professional help. Even then,it can be a tough and dangerous road. Don't ever travel it alone.

From inside the mind of possible suicide. Do you just think about it sometimes or do you actually think of a good painless way to get it done right. Why would I even think of something like that, there is so much more to live for or is there. Self worth is a hard thing to measure and to each his own. It feels the higher you get on the self worth scale the harder you can fall. Picking up all the pieces sometimes is near impossible. I'm not a church goer but I'm sure If I killed my self I would be reborn as a fly living a cow shit. Well I have more self worth than that so I am here. Falling from fame and fortune has to be the best precursors to suicide. Actors, CEO's, Pro BB's all fall into this cycle sooner or later and then there are a few choices. I wish I could have amnesia so I couldn't remember the past, nothing lost and all to gain. I just cried watching the Majestic, how wonderful that would have been; he did remember his past but what if he didn't. Oh how wonderful stupid bliss can be. I have quit a 100 dollar an hour job swearing I will never do again. I see only one option and that is retraining in college. Talk about a mid life crisis. For all that have contemplated suicide, I suggest finding some cow shit, stare at it for a few days, If you think your life is worth what lands on cow shit, then i suggest starting your car in a closed garage and taking a long nap.
OMG what was I thinking?

good topic.

we all go through it, at different degrees of it tho.

but "suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" and "nothing lasts forever" good/bad.

ez.

This post was made at the funny time for me. It realy hits close to home. Just a few things i must say. Me personally I've been delt some really shitty cards in my life and have had a very tough time dealing with it. One thing I always say to my self is that there is someone out there who has it worse and they are managing to keep it together. Mental strength is one of the toughest things to train for. I am not one to talk to many people but when sertain problems arise the best way I have found is to find someone to talk to and try to work things out. Just from recent experiance you become soo mentally stress emotionally tired and just plain physically run down that you can not make logical decisions and judgements at this point in your life. you need to find help and resolve it when you hit this point your mind and body will let you know and the feeling will be the best pump of your life

Peace to all
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