Stefke turns silent

kossdeh

kossdeh

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Had to make this a thread instead of PM. Bro, I thought you needed an intervention and the forum is one of the best mediums for this. You and I joined almost within weeks of eachother. Youve been happy go lucky, posting your heart out at insane speeds since then.
At first I thought you were depressed b/c you came off cycle. Then you scared the crap out of me.. I thought you got the DNP going and I didnt hear from you for a couple of days. Then this blood pressure thing happened. But its like youre obsessed about the damn blood pressure... At your age.

J/K bro. Wanted to see how youre doing and get the other bros to post some nasty shit about you for fun.
 
Hey yea that right it's been ummmmmm what like 15 minutes since he posted something someone check his pulse ROFLMMFAO
 
OK lets try this I know he's looking at this thread soo just keep bumping it. He's sitting in front of his computer right now sweating shaking just dying to respond but he fell that he can have self control to not lower hisself to out level. Come on cyber I KNOW you want to reply to this thread don't hold it in it's bad for the blood pressure. LMAO I'm such a bad person
 
Stefke, this thread is like a big fat worm shining in the water waiting for a bite.
come on, I know you want it
 


Alright here we go…

First and most important I have had terrible working hours for the past weeks. I have to work every damn day for the 1st 15 days of September. I work night shifts, early shifts, late shifts, day shifts, weekends... and I have a different shift almost every damn day.

Second, weather has been real great here the past week and so I made use of it to ride my bike a lot. I’ve only had the bike for 3 months now and I have already driven 5000 km (3125 miles). I still have to do my driving exam and so I need the experience. And I like riding it very much. It rides better than any chick and never complains :D

Third. I was getting a bit depressed during my cycle because of girl troubles. Problem was I couldn't get any. So I joined a sort of 'look and meet' website where you can post a profile and sent messages to each other. I got a lot of responses to my surprise and have dated 14 girls in the past 4 weeks. But it wasn’t really all that good. It gave more troubles than I hoped for. If I had wanted it (and this is not meant to brag) I could have had all 14 of them. But none really was what I wanted. And just this week I hurt someone pretty bad and I feel shitty about it.
I don't know what is happening to me on the girls front. I never had girlfriends during puberty and I guess it now fires back. I was always on the lookout for a serious relation, but now for some reason I just seem to want to hunt and nothing more. It's really not like me. Problem is, I am a very 'serious' fellow. All the girls that go out with me, for some reason always seem to fall in love quickly and want a serious relationship with me, something I cannot offer them right now. I can only offer some fun for a few days and than it's on to the next one. Don't know why really.
One of the 14 was a bit older (32) and she wanted just the fun. So I had a one night stand for the first time in my life, something I said I would never do. But the moment was there and I seized the opportunity. I just had to have done it and I probably would have never gotten another chance like that so. Sex was kinda great actually, and the moment was wonderful, but the next day and the one after that I felt empty inside for some reason.
And the only girl that really understands me and who I rely on to pour my heart out, is on holiday with her boyfriend and I miss her like crazy, although I don't want to.

As far as my bp is concerned, I'm am clueless. It started to feel it half way my cycle. My face became very hot in the evening, and my cheeks started to glow and I started to sweat like crazy. So I went to the doc and got some calcium antagonist. I took 'm for a month (which was the remaining part of the cycle) until the box was empty. The first week of the med and off the cycle was fine, but then my face started to feel all glowy again and I got real bad headaches. I went to the doc again, and bp was again very high. So he gave me another box of the same med. I'm on it know but I can feel my bp is still high. Now a slightly higher bp goes by without noticing, but I am noticing it very well, which means something serious is going on, but I don't know what. I bought a book about bp and did everything they said, but it hasn't helped. High bp can be caused by several things. Hell, it might not even be the gear that causes it (although I think it is).
For some reason I blame the primo. My friend did a very long bulking cycle last year with enanthate and deca and gained lots of mass and water without his bp increasing even the slightest. Now he did a cutting cycle, the same as I did, with enathate and primo and only for 6 weeks and his bp was through the roof also.
I am afraid of it. High bp is called the 'silent killer'. And because I'm still young I really have troubles with that term.

But besides all of that I feel pretty good. A bit dissapointed I'm off now and don't really feel like training, but in a month I'll restart and will be ready to kick some serious ass.
 
Oh and btw, this thread was really funny and I should have waited a bit longer to post a reply and see where this would go. But I just couldn't resist MBKiLLr's bait :D
 
Hey, know who had turned silent? Where are al the remarks? C'mon killer, I bet you have guts to spill on this one :D
 
Stefke, its good to see youre back bro. I knew youd do it.
Sorry about the probs.
Work, well it happens to us all.
The girl probs, bro it dont sound like you got probs.
The one, she'll get over it.
Nice job on the one nighter, everyone needs at least one
The BP, I still cant believe a guy your age has a prob with that.
I think I remember reading an article in biggun's forum on anti E's and /or clen being responsible for that. Never heard of primo doing it. Sometimes caffeine withdrawl does it to me.
Maybe you just have MCB (major c#m buildup) from blue balling it after all those dates. Visit a porno site or two
 
My porn collection is already extensive as hell. About 40 gigabytes. So no problem there. :D

The one, yeah... she'll get over it, but I've been hurt bad a couple times and I always feel shitty when I do it to someone else. But hey, that's life I guess.

The one nighter was great yes. I wasn't a one nighter really. I forgot to mention I went back for a quicky a week later. She has called me a couple of times since then, but I don't think I'll go back again. But your right, it's an experience everyone should 've had.

Good thing you mentioned the anti E's. So maybe it's just the nolva? It's also a coincidence you mentioned the caffeine, because I am indeed withdrawing. I'll check into that.
 
Caffeine withdrawl headaches suck. Its almost like a narc in that way. The lethargy and headache lasts for a week depending on whether you taper or go cold.
Good luck man.
Drink a coke and take an asprin, see if your headache goes away. Should help your BP too.
 
I know what you're saying about the girls always falling in love. I'm in the same rut you are. It sucks. It's like you have so many options, but not enough time. Plus you don't want to hurt anyone. Sometimes it makes me not want any girl, you know? Too much to deal with sometimes.

Just gotta focus on my training.

BSF
 
Well I drink coke a lot. Actually I only drink coke, I hate water. I don't like aspirin... I'm intolerant. It also seems no medication like aspirin, ibuprofen, paracetamol, or naproxen makes the headaches go away. The headache really seems to come from the extra pressure itself.

Maybe I should see a new doc, tell the whole thruth and ask for more serious medication.
 
BiggerStronger said:
It's like you have so many options, but not enough time. Plus you don't want to hurt anyone. Sometimes it makes me not want any girl, you know? Too much to deal with sometimes.
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Damn that's very well put. It feel exactly the same way. I hope the right one comes along real soon and clears things up.
 
kossdeh said:
like a big fat worm shining in the water waiting for a bite.
come on, I know you want it
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I used that phrase on a date once.....it didn't work out too well.
 
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