Raging Hormones

Jenn

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Okay not in the good way. I found myself today and yesterday having major mood swings. Poor husband. Only running deca and eq, so I shouldn't be psycho yet, but was rearranging furniture today, couldn't get the closet door to close right and had a moment where I just thought I am gonna snap, and tear down all the fckn doors, on top of that I was watching Robin Hood (yes Robin Hood) and bawling. So I am either gonna tear shit down or cry. WTF, usually pretty level. Ever have a feeling like that, like for me it could be I do yard work all day long and then a leaf falls off a tree on my perfect little lawn and I just want to get a shotgun and blow that tree to hell? Or is it just me? :dizzy:
 
Youre under alot of pressure from yourself and friends and family. Being in your shoes has to be stressful, but I know good things are coming!!! And you know he can take it!! You should see him when you compete!! He wouldn't give a damn if a nuclear bomb went off in the parking lots as long as you "hit the Quads, Jenny!!" LOL!!!!
 
This is why we have a "safe word" Jenn! For those reading, she says she can be a bitch (her words, not mine) when getting ready for a show. Since we just recently became good friends and hang out outside of the gym I jokingly said we need a safe word so I know when to keep my distance. She came up with "fuck off". Can't get much more clear than that :laugh:
 
You are safe Silk, but perhaps you guys could blow up the mattress for Oldschool in case he needs to escape! You always take it out on the people who you live with. Also he laughed at my post and said "you think you are level most of the time????" LOL He will have to start his own thread when I start dieting, titled Living With Jenn :D Thanks for your nice comments Dude, nothing special about the shoes I'm in, it all goes with the territory. I still blame Silk and her monthly visitor for my current mood swings :)
 
I still blame Silk and her monthly visitor for my current mood swings
WARNING for you guys reading this, but there's about to be some girl talk, Lol....yeah, what was that all about. Nothing I'm on has changed. I forgot how much being a girl sucks sometimes! It's been a few years since the last one. Well, at least I don't have to make up a date for my next Dr's visit :p
 
Okay not in the good way. I found myself today and yesterday having major mood swings. Poor husband. Only running deca and eq, so I shouldn't be psycho yet, but was rearranging furniture today, couldn't get the closet door to close right and had a moment where I just thought I am gonna snap, and tear down all the fckn doors, on top of that I was watching Robin Hood (yes Robin Hood) and bawling. So I am either gonna tear shit down or cry. WTF, usually pretty level. Ever have a feeling like that, like for me it could be I do yard work all day long and then a leaf falls off a tree on my perfect little lawn and I just want to get a shotgun and blow that tree to hell? Or is it just me? :dizzy:
It's not just you Jenn. I'm very high strung and all over the place hence the reason for the herb usage. Can't take nor do I want to take fckn pills to even me out. Most of the time I'm pretty level headed, for me anyway LOL. But when I have my freak out moments it's just stupid. I have always been this way even when I was a kid. Believe me when I say, I'm just wired diff than most people.
 
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