Thanks bro, I appreciate it.. I mean.. trust me, I don't want a divorce, but what other route do I have.. the reason she said it happened was because I was focused too much on becoming a bodybuilder and not enough on her.. she swears it'll never happen again.. psssh how many times we all heard that... and yah I FUCKED Up in the beginning of our relationship and did the same thing.. so maybe it was KARMA messing with me... but.. I dunno RIGHT NOW, I can't even look at her.. all I feel is pure disgust.. and where I should be focusing on the matter of taking my mind off of it and pouring all i can into the gym... I just find myself depressed and in a slump and not wanting to leave the house.. WHICH I KNOW IS A BAD THING... she swears that there was NO PENETRATION and that she stopped him before it went all the way.. but how can I trust that.. WHO WOULD TRUST THAT?!
Ok enough about my personal life.. I just needed to vent for a second... I dunno..
HEY, But I am curious about something...
HAS ANYONE EXPERIENCED EXTREME LOWER BACK PAIN WHILST RUNNING TREN.. Like almost like your KIDNEY's Hurt?! I can't say that I did anything to my back for it to feel like this... just hurts when I take a deep breath in and the ONLY thing I can think of is I know that TREN can be harsh on the Kidney's and play a role in bladder issues as well.. NEVER experienced them before so I was just running this by you to see if anyone thought this to be a possibility ...?? I am gonna go get checked for kidney/bladder infection TOMORROW if this doesn't clear up though... Just doesn't make SENSE.
Thanks for all the support my brotha's !!
-TD
Damn bro thats rough about the wife cheating! That shit would tare me up inside! And we all say we would leave our spouse if they ever cheated , but LOVE (real Love) is a tricky thing and its easier said then done when it comes to leaving your partner! I have always told my wife if she ever cheated I would leave her, and vice versa, but man it would be tough. Thankfully the wife and I have a Loving marraige and celebrate our 7 years wedding anniversary this August 1st! and been together and total of almost 11 years and neither of us have strayed, not to my knowledge anyhow,lol,
And my wife and i HATED ONE ANOTHER FOR A GOOD YEAR after we got married, I guess its the growing pains everyone tells ya about, but we experienced it, and worked through it, and I can honestly say i love my wife more then I have ever loved her, so my point is sometimes you go through realy realy rough patches and hate each other for a little while or atleast disgust each other,lol, hate is a strong word, and if you work through it you will be a better couple for it in the long run! But again i cant speak on the cheating part and hope to never have that experience
as for your pains from the tren, its a good possibility bro that its the kidneys working over time, I would realy get checked out right away brutha, I mean look at what Chris250 went through , you never know bro unless you go see a doctor and get things straightened out, so i would say go get checked out brutha!
and not to beat a dead horse but I am sorry you or anyone else for that matter has to go through a spouse cheating, to me cheating is the ultimate betrayel!