I've been researching it for almost two years know and I just started my first cycle. On the way to my first cycle, I would slowly tell her to check out the funny posts. So from there, I would explain why certain things were mentioned in those posts, something like " I'm so horny all of the time that I just want to do anything that moves" I would tell her that it was the test and that it is a side effect. Then you talk about side effects. Not all of them. As for pins and gear, I work in Healthcare Manufactering. That is where I met my wife. When I converted my first batch of tren, I used my little brother as a test pig. He would come over and I showed him the procedure and kept track of how he was doing. So she got to see how it was going be. Don't get me wrong, she still doesn't like me sticking myself and doesn't want me to, but she let me buy everything for my cycle and a little extra for good measure. Funny thing happened yesterday, I asked her if she wanted to watch me poke myself and she agreed. The shot was in the left glute, I was turning to poke and my back got stiff, so half way thru the shot, I let go of the barrel and told her to finish it off, she was like "no way!". I let the barrel hang and told her to hurry, so she grabs it, starts shaking and follows thru. She said, "Dammit! I told you I wasn't going to do this." She was cool about it , and just asks newbie questions now. Time to go. Later