Testosterones' association with behaviour

Testosterones' association with behaviour.

There is a lot of medical science focused on how we behave because of our hormones or lack of hormones even. I encourage everyone to read up on it because it can help us understand what we are doing here when we kinda get lost or forget.

Its been a while now that I have been using exogenous test for TRT or a blast but I can still remember what it was like when I had miserably low levels of test in my system. I didn't feel good and I didn't look good.
The physical part is highly noticeable right off the bat. Better physique with some abs showing and stronger. Also and increase in energy and libido like you were 10 yrs younger. These are all great features and what we are looking for.

But how testosterone has made me behave is even more intriguing . With low test I was experiencing things I didn't actually recognize at the time. But once I did my first blast I had crystal clear hind sight to all the mental issues I had. I was not as confident and would get anxiety because of it. I was not so aggressive. I had less desire to do things. Any big challenge was too much like work to even want to do it. I was just a blah kind of guy.

Running a cycle with a decent dose of test certainly does make you feel better. But after a while you get used to this new set point and you can forget the way it used to be. Every once in a while I do find myself stepping up and just getting in the zone , taking charge, and being as about alpha as one can be. Afterward I take a step back and I am blown away , was that me just doing that??

Overall between a better physique and more energy the mental clarity and healthy assertiveness and hell yeah, some well managed aggression from time to time has made modern living actually fun for me! The world is my playground and living life feels like I'm on a natural high all the time.

How do you guys relate to what I am talking about??

Yes sr when I go on a cruise dose say 300 mg a week it harder to get up I sleep more and lose some motivation I understand what your saying 100%

Agree 100%.

first blood said:

But how testosterone has made me behave is even more intriguing . With low test I was experiencing things I didn't actually recognize at the time. But once I did my first blast I had crystal clear hind sight to all the mental issues I had. I was not as confident and would get anxiety because of it. I was not so aggressive. I had less desire to do things. Any big challenge was too much like work to even want to do it. I was just a blah kind of guy.

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I really understand how this is. I was diagnosed as having low T back when I was 30 in 1999. The doc gave me my first shot of 300mg to get me started. I remember waking up the next day feeling like a light bulb had just been turned on in my head. The difference was striking, like night and day. I had always felt the same way, no confidence, never aggressive, no desire to really do things. A "blah kind of guy" really does describe it. That year that I was put on testosterone, I suddenly performed so well at work that I got a $7,000 raise at my next evaluation.

Having been on now for 17 years, I've definitely gotten used to it, but there are still many times when I still feel that blast the day after a shot. It's good to remember and reflect on it.

i know what you are talking about and i think its normal for all of us.

I can totally relate. A few weeks after I got on TRT, which I did at 42 years old, I came up behind my wife in the kitchen, put my arms around her and started to dance around a little bit, just goofing around. She said, "Wow, you're back!" Meanwhile, I had no idea that sort of thing had stopped.

I can totally relate to the confidence and motivation aspect too. I can remember thinking, "What the fuck is WRONG with me? I never used to be like this??"

All I can tell u is on cycle I always felt good better but I think everyone does. Lol!
I like test higher than trt levels this is when I feel the magic don't know levels but 750 a week is magic number for me with no sides. I am a beast, libido is up and it gives different personality during this time.
I am like mountain man I like to blast then cruise higher then do trt 4-5 weeks before trt labs. Lol! I just gotta drain blood from high red blood build up.
Trt dose works but I am not same. When I had low T from not being able to recover anymore 3-1/2 years ago I felt shifty pretty much like everytime I was in pct except I felt shifty until I started next cycle. I knew I needed trt had one lastep kid first
Needed a boy and got one Thank God. Proviron and clomid helped me thru low T and having last son