cybersteffan
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This is really getting extreme. I feel as depressed as hell. I'm on my 4th week of EC. I take 30mg tabs of pure Ephedrine HCL along with 200mg of caffeine, 3 times daily. I felt fantastic first 3 weeks, but the past week I feel shitty as hell. I feel exhausted, airheaded, unfocused, I look as pale as snow, and I feel extremely unhappy. This unhappiness is strange people. Even the most stupid and tiniest thing that goes wrong almost makes me wonna cry. I'm also irritable as hell. I have it under good control on the outside, so no one notices, but on the inside I feel like I could beat the crap out of everyone. Everything and I mean really everything is making me angry right now.
Now there is not a single thing besides the EC that could cause this, on the contrary cuz everything is going really well.
I really have to get over this quickly because lots of people have started noticing this and really avoid me or leave me alone. At work everyone is already starting to speculate about what could me up with me and why I am acting like this. Some come over with some sweet talk and ask what's up, but it has just the opposite effect and realy annoys me.
Now there is not a single thing besides the EC that could cause this, on the contrary cuz everything is going really well.
I really have to get over this quickly because lots of people have started noticing this and really avoid me or leave me alone. At work everyone is already starting to speculate about what could me up with me and why I am acting like this. Some come over with some sweet talk and ask what's up, but it has just the opposite effect and realy annoys me.