THANKS TO EVERYONE THAT HAS HELPED ME... this is what happened I went on to the party and acted real cool and all, however the current girl friend was there, however my X was also there, but we were very civil since we are friends...however things were looking promising, when I got there my current asked me to talk with her later....the party was at my best friends house, who married my X's sister....so u know? I know it's confusing, but still,
Other than that, we talked she apologized and everything went decent, she just said that she felt as if I don't care for her anymore... which I do...and I love her, and her girl....things have gotten progessivly better...we sit down and talked everything out so we are starting from scratch, so we went to a movie last night just to see how things are..and we just had a good time, I told her that I would start caring more for her...because she felt as if I was putting the GEAR before her...and that I was more interested in my GEAR than her... I apologized for that..and YES I have put a lot of thought and research into my next and upcoming cycle...so yes I want this one to be special, but once again, THANKS TO EVERYONE!!! If anything else happens I will keep u updated, but we are just taking it slow for now...and we have made promises to one another if something is bothering us, to tell the other person espcially if either of us finds someone else, due to the fact of her little girl. Just remember, IF ANYBODY NEEDS ANYTHING AND THEY FOR SOME REASON GET PUT IN THE SAME SITUATION, I WILL BE HERE JUST PM ME OR E-MAIL ME....PEROID....I WILL BE HERE ANYTIME ANYPLACE FOR ANY OF YOU AND THANKS ONCE AGAIN!!
-Viper