Yes Sus does hurt for most people. IMO, your are better off with Test E and some EQ at the dosages you stated. You don't really need the d-bol seeing as this is your first cycle. You will make great gains with those 2 compounds. If you understand what esters do, you will see why blood levels fluctuate too much with Sus at a doage of 2 cc per week. There is some info on Sus in the AOI forum. Rmember EAT, TRAIN, REST, and EAT on your cycle.