92StangMan
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Thanks again for the prayers, bro!
Last night and today has been kind of hard. It's weird, I really don't feel depressed like I hate the world, etc., but I feel lost. I don't know what to do. Ever since we met in July, we've been with each other at least three-four days out of the week and all the sudden it quits. I have no motivation to do anything. I feel weak (Maybe it's because I'm averaging two meals a day since this happened) and don't feel like doing anything.
I have a crapload of work due tomorrow and a big test due Monday. I have NO motivation to do either one of those. I was never like this when we were together.
I signed online last night and she IM'd me a few seconds later. I really wanted to talk to her but my grandma called wanting to talk to my dad. I signed off and I'm glad that I did. I just feel like an asshole right now since I'm avoiding her but it's the right thing to do, I believe/hope.
Even though I'm lost and I want her back, if things do not work out, I can still make it through.
Last night and today has been kind of hard. It's weird, I really don't feel depressed like I hate the world, etc., but I feel lost. I don't know what to do. Ever since we met in July, we've been with each other at least three-four days out of the week and all the sudden it quits. I have no motivation to do anything. I feel weak (Maybe it's because I'm averaging two meals a day since this happened) and don't feel like doing anything.
I have a crapload of work due tomorrow and a big test due Monday. I have NO motivation to do either one of those. I was never like this when we were together.
I signed online last night and she IM'd me a few seconds later. I really wanted to talk to her but my grandma called wanting to talk to my dad. I signed off and I'm glad that I did. I just feel like an asshole right now since I'm avoiding her but it's the right thing to do, I believe/hope.
Even though I'm lost and I want her back, if things do not work out, I can still make it through.