this has been a very good thread, along with it being very beneificial and educational for me as well, I do respect your decision bro, and I hope u will be happy with it...I understand what u are going through, and u have some very good points, willingly sin sucks.....messing up, that is where u can ask for forgivness, but u are right when u say we do it willingly that does not fly your right..it doesn't....I was raised...in a christian home and still living there....I know it pretty well, but it's just a decision we have to make in life....I think god wants us to be the best we can, and I love God with all of my heart, even before AS....I didn't and still don't live a perfect life, I know I should but I don't.....it's very hard to..out there in the world, however....things will get better..because I still pray to god 3-4 times a day..and hope everything will be ok....we should all strive to be christ like but it's very hard.....
