Yes, very emotional, im on the edge. I keep getting hot flashes and mild sweats. My energy levels are very low, im lethargic. Ive got very high anxiety. I feel like im crawling out of my skin, kind of.
The wierd thing about this is, it comes and goes. Fom 8-5 to 8-12 all of these side effects went away and I felt and looked normal. Then it all came back. On 9-1 to 9-11 the same thing happened all the water disappeared, I felt normal emotionally, had energy. then it back back and its still going. Ive tried over the counter diuretics, and dandelion root. Ive tried NO carb ( none, not low carb) and ive gained wieght!!!! Ive been no carb this past week and I look more bloated than ever today. All cutting carbs to is make my muscles flat, which makes me look smaller, but the Sub-q water is still there, im all squishy. Carbs do not effect water that dramatically.
When the water disappeared from 9-1 to 9-11 I kept track of my wieght. I was 182 from 9-1 to 9-9. On 9-9 I started getting hot flashes and I felt emotional, and my muscles looked very pumped and vieny. So i wieghed and i was 187, I knew i couldnt have gained that much wieght that fast because diet was normal. On the 11th, my face was puffy. I wieghed myself, and i was 190. The next day I was bloated as fuck, I wieghed 193. So thats 11 pounds in a little over a week.
I know this isnt edema for a few reasons. Theres periods where it goes away ( Im having periods, lol ). My ankles are not swollen, the doc told me that a person with edema typically gains 50-100 pounds of water, and looks a LOT more puffy than me. Im getting uncontrollable emotional side affects. I look like im on a bunch of test, and I havent even worked out in a month and a half. I look very large.
I dont think I mentioned a big mistake I made that could be, and porbably is a big contributing factor to my condition. In 2002 someone I knew on the gotfina board was advocating long cycles. I knew this was a very bad idea. So I didn't do it. I did a cycle from about april 2003 to june 2003. At the end of the cycle I went to the endocrinologist and had him give me a hormone test. All of my hormones were 0 and my LH (pituitary) was 0. He prescribed me 6 bottles of 200mg/ml test cyp ( Upjohn ) and a shitload of pins. I had insurance. So without recovering from this cycle with hcg/clomid, I started on the bottles of test I was perscribed. I went through all of them between Aug 2003 to jan 2004. Yes I was on for 5 months straight, not counting the cycle right before that one. In Jan I stopped and I had moved to Newport beach, ca and I lost all of my recovery meds. So I ordered more, and this time I got scammed. I didnt end up getting clomid till a month later. After I finished clomid this problem with having periods of bloat started. Im thinking about using proviron, because i think its my only option. should i?
So kiddies look what happens when you fuck up your pituitary gland by staying on for extended periods. You start having periods, if not worse not producing anything at all anymore. At least I know ive got hormones, they are just out of whack.