When you work at a bar its kinda hard not to drink. Even when I can control myself, someone will surprise me with a shot.... My tolerance has gone way up-just like drew said. If I cant get a handle on it, Ill never be able to start my next cycle.
I've cut my hours at the bar, so im only working 2 nights a week now. I only drink on those two nights, but Im still drinking 6-8 rum and cokes in the course of a couple hours, then process for the rest of the night. -that way im solber when I drive home.
I dont like to drink when im on. It sucks cause when Im taking a gram of test, Im so keyed up- i really need a drink... lol. But another thing, is when your on and you go out drinking..... It costs a lot more money. I think its cause your metabolism is in high gear, so even if you manage to get a buzz it only lasts about an hour.