I just finished my second cycle and although I have enjoyed my gains, I am a little unsatisfied still. Before using gear, I was under the impression that I would be fucking huge by now. Not so. My diet could have been better, sure, my sleep patterns, certainly, but I would have expected to come along more than I have already. I saw some guy at the gym last night who was much bigger than me (I noticed some d-bol rash on his shoulders and back) and probably in my age bracket and I was thinking, "Fuck, that is where I should be at this point." I was a little depressed after seeing him. Granted, this just fueled my fires to become more strict on my diet and train harder and look excitedly towards my next cycle, but does anyone else share my sentiments?








