I can understand why you would be upset, I have two second place trophies from last year. I gotta ask Nuk, why did you do diuretics for a practice show? Not sure what type you use but I use aldactone for 7 days followed by diazide and it has worked out ok for me. Maybe you just need to tweak your diuretics. Be very very careful now with your training, you can easily get hurt with your water balance being off. I thought your side chest was very very impressive btw. I am not a fan of relying on diuretics either, but I get in the best shape I can and use them as a finisher so to speak. Keep your head up Nuk, shit happens and that is how we learn.