Hey malic buddy, no disrespect, but i think your trying way too hard to be such an out of the ordinary individual. I think a lot of it has to do with your age. But i see on your signature your goal is 160 lbs., your not going to get there doing one-armed anythings for 12 reps! You need to hit the real iron hard! If you cant afford the gym get a job! I had too when i was younger. Prioritize my boy!!