Cruel.intention
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How do "muscle relaxants" affect muscles? Can taking "muscle relaxents" hinder the the workout and therefor growth? thanks for your input.
Sometimes said:Now THAT, my brothers and sisters, is what the fuck I'm talkin about right there!!!!!!
That takes some of the huge balls to be able to take those heavy ass meds and be able to be responsible enough to not let them be the center of your life. I my self got rolled over and pinned between a trailer full of concertina wire and a HMMV. Spent almost two months at Walter Reed in DC and was living of Lortabs and all sorts of heavy shit. For three year they were the center of my life. But the minute I started weening, my recovery started doubling. I went from wheelchair, to crutches, to cane, to walking like an old man, to walking..... you get the point. And you know What? Even I have my days when the back starts really tweaking and I always have meds just in case.
As far as having them on hand just in case.... Think of it as an Epipen for those that go into anaphylactic shock. Do they need it all the time? Hell no, but when you need it, you really need it. Your case is no different Deuce.
Judging from your past pics, if you were to get to level of the before the crash pic........ and pack more mass on...... Jeeezus man, I know you would go really far bro.
So thats alittle bit of history from me. Take it for what its worth and Deuce, keep on rock and rollin' and eventually I know I'll be seeing your big ass up on the big boys stage, champ.:gold:
Thanks Dakoteyah !! Yah, I know I need these things CURRENTLY but Hopefully phasing them out eventually. I do NOT let them hinder my personal life, my work, my training, my diet, my ANYTHING. I just Need them to get by. I need the benzo's as a preventative measure to major panic attacks and my agoraphobia (which means I can't be around a lot of people, and feel safest in the security of familiar Places.. I.e.- HOME, and I have turned MY GYM into one of these Sanctuaries of solitude.)
My Life focus is UPON becoming a Mass Monster. Be that as it may, yes. I am dependent to a medication. But you'd never know it. You would Never be able to tell meeting me in person, talking with me, or just being a passer by and watching me go about my daily activities that I am on these medications..
THERE IS A HUGE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN THERAPEUTIC and ABUSE and RECREATIONAL. That is where I think people get so caught up and confused. Just because these substances cause dependency issues doesn't mean they have to alter the course of human interaction, life, and Progress. They can be utilized as a TOOL to do what you must until it is time you come off of said medications. I will OBVIOUSLY phase the Pain medication out Sooner than Later.. but honestly. Because of my PTSD (Getting Slammed by a Chevy 2500HD, Being shot at, being stabbed, and being beaten down by a Mob of people over the course of life *not to mention there are other events in my life* but anyone that is gone through HALF of what I have would have Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder and PANIC ATTACKS .. I don't know IF I will be able to phase myself off of the benzodiapine medications. Sometimes, I don't need to take it at all.. JUST HAVING THE PILL ON ME PREVENTS THE ONSET OF A PANIC ATTACK.. How silly huh?
I will promise each and every one of you right now though. I will be a Professional Bodybuilder. I will be a Recognized Mass Monster. This is my Calling. This is My Life. This is WHO I AM, and I refuse.. to let some stupid little pill determine any outcome of my life...






