Crazymank
MuscleChemistry Registered Member
night tremors are kinda like sleep walking and hallucinating at the same time. Every time i go off my cycle and my test levels start to normalize i begin having problems with this. Worst part about it is the lack of sleep it causes. Plus, the neighbors seeing me walking down the street in my undies at 3am.
All week this week its been a problem. I get so worked up at the time that my heart is pounding out of my chest, and im sweating like a whore in church. Once i snap out of it, There is a lot of confusion, where am i? what the hell is going on? was that real? is this person im next to in on it? Am i being fucked with?? This is why it messes with your sleep. Your scared shitless, first cause you where hallucinating (could be anything- ghosts, people, buglers, aliens, whatever) then when you finally come out of it, your freaked out cause you have this problem.
The severity is genitally mild- to where my wife just tells me its ok. Its just a dream and lay down and go back to bed.
To extreme where i jump up see something and tackle it. (in one case it was our tv.). Or take shit apart, or walk around the house, or outside.
I can talk to people while im doing it. I also remember a large majority of the times i do it.- even remember why I was doing what i was doing, or what kind of monster i was seeing. I have super human properties while this is going on, no pain receptors, and im incredibly agile. I once jumped from a laying position on the bed- to a standing position on the other side of the room ready to strike my girlfriend at the time. It was a span of about 15 feet-no lie. She said it was the most amazing thing she ever saw.
Last night for instance, i had about 3 "episodes" where a ghost was either messing with my feet at the end of the bed, or was looking at me from the side of the bed. My wife said your ok! I was pissed... I said no, its real! I dont dream about the same thing over and over!!! (i could remember the other ones). I laid my head back down even though i believed there was a ghost in the room f-ing with me.
I've had this my whole life.
All week this week its been a problem. I get so worked up at the time that my heart is pounding out of my chest, and im sweating like a whore in church. Once i snap out of it, There is a lot of confusion, where am i? what the hell is going on? was that real? is this person im next to in on it? Am i being fucked with?? This is why it messes with your sleep. Your scared shitless, first cause you where hallucinating (could be anything- ghosts, people, buglers, aliens, whatever) then when you finally come out of it, your freaked out cause you have this problem.
The severity is genitally mild- to where my wife just tells me its ok. Its just a dream and lay down and go back to bed.
To extreme where i jump up see something and tackle it. (in one case it was our tv.). Or take shit apart, or walk around the house, or outside.
I can talk to people while im doing it. I also remember a large majority of the times i do it.- even remember why I was doing what i was doing, or what kind of monster i was seeing. I have super human properties while this is going on, no pain receptors, and im incredibly agile. I once jumped from a laying position on the bed- to a standing position on the other side of the room ready to strike my girlfriend at the time. It was a span of about 15 feet-no lie. She said it was the most amazing thing she ever saw.
Last night for instance, i had about 3 "episodes" where a ghost was either messing with my feet at the end of the bed, or was looking at me from the side of the bed. My wife said your ok! I was pissed... I said no, its real! I dont dream about the same thing over and over!!! (i could remember the other ones). I laid my head back down even though i believed there was a ghost in the room f-ing with me.
I've had this my whole life.