i just know i need a total knee replacement, the problem is that i have holes in bone under the knee i guess my upper shin bone it would be considered, when getting an mri they thought i had masses in the bone and i had to see an orthopeid oncologist as they thought it might be cancer, but they then found out the masses were masses but rather holes in my bone, so no ortho would touch me cause i cant just get a knee replacement, i first need to have my shin bone cut and they dont know if their would be enough bone to attach the knee replacement, and they told me theirs only a handful of surgeon who can perform this surgery on the east coast, so i would need the first surgery with my bone cut to get the holes out or they said it would shatter the bone withouth doing so , and they also said the holes in the bone that they cant cut out they would have to try using some new bones substance to fill the holes with. then i would need to heal from that surgery and then they could try to do the knee replacement
All I know is its a mess, and when 2 seperate orthos looked at it and come back and kind of laugh telling you they wouldnt touch anything like this and wouldnt even try you kind of just say fuck it,lol.
I will say this though, as bummed out as I was about how bad and extensive the surgerys were going to be, i kind of had things put into perspective after visiting the Orthopedic Oncologist office a few times. I seen young guys and girls coming and going and in the waiting area, without their entire limbs. It was sad, and scary at the same time, cause at that time they didnt know if the holes were masses and cancer of some sort, but after hearing it wasnt cancer, i felt so relieved, and I dont have it nearly as bad as those patients who were there for surgery follow ups just after having the legs removed due to cancer, and some of them were so so young!
Anyways i know i went off topic a bit, but i wanted to touch on the fact that though i wine about my knee and GOD knows it hurts around the clock, i still have it better then alot of people!