Chris, I am very very sorry to hear this...
I am not in the same situation as you are, but I am similarly dealing with alot myself. I have had all those tests as of last year, and everything came back normal fortunately for me...
What I do know about you, is that you are beyond mentally strong, and you will fight through this. I know you will return to normal health and you will still compete regardless. I would be willing to guarantee that soon enough you are just as strong and just as vascular and can just drop down a weight class and still do amazing and still maintain your passion...
This is what I have had to do as well, I went from 1500mgs of test per week to now 350mgs of TESTIM cream, I am much lighter bodyweight wise, but I look better, am healthier, and like you said, I plan to walk my daughter down the aisle one day...You know 25-30 years from now when she starts dating LOL
Anyways, I will say a prayer for you, I know you will overcome this and keep your faith. We are all here for you, and if you need anything, anything at all please don't hesitate to let me know
