In the hospital this weekend

[dorian123]

were you taking anything over the years like hawthorn berry to control it?

 

[Chris250]

were you taking anything over the years like hawthorn berry to control it?

Honesty not all the time...and thats what got me :upset:

 

[dorian123]

do you think that it did help when you took it?

 

[swole27]

bump

How you doing Chris

 

[Chris250]

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How you doing Chris

Well overall im doing better...I feel a tad better each day..and I feel like my health is getting much better...The gear is gotta get out of me, and I think the heart will start to function back to normal again...With the beta blockers, and my B.P meds..I think I will be back on track again in a couple months (cross your fingers)

Depression wise, its tough...I mean im down.. but I try not to show to much around the girls..I dont want them to worry anymore than they need to...Its hard watching all this hard work go away...(and I know it will come back, but you know) :bber:

I just try to keep positive thoughts in my head..and tell myself that this time off is good for me, it will reset my receptors, and I will be able to grow on lower amounts..Plus, I gotta get healthy for my family...I mean I dont want to take anymore time away from my girls...

So overall im ok ... :show:

 

[dorian123]

good attitude bro, just hang in there...
everyone needs a break...
let the receptors clean out and let the mirco injuries heal

"Bodybuilding is something that is measured in terms of years not weeks or months." Dorian Yates