u have a problem with ur self adn steroids are not the place to look for answers,, that is a negative reinforcer adn i would advise u to not take then until ur older and a little more mature,, u are in a very unbalanced state adn i would not do it if i was u. besides u need to get a confidence booster not from perscription drugs. and besides that point u should be able to make gains from dieting and working out hard core, which in the end will boost ur confidence becuase u will have accomplished something on ur own and u will appreciate the sport more, ,, with the sauce ur trying to take the really easy way which in the end i would think would make u less of an individual,, besides why take steroids when ur not really onehhundred percent seroius about bodybuilding,, ur a kid,, u flucuate constantly on this and that
Besides all those points, steroids are like 10% of ur work out, adn that ten percent gain is not worth it if u cant work out with out them , which obviously u have not tried yet!