There's alot to this that I'd like to know if you care to share. I've been told I'm an ass when "on".... this was years ago when I took breaks, by uneducated bitches that thought they could blame anything they wanted on me and steroids since they are so terrible. Years later I learned I am actually much more calm, level headed, and pleasant with exogenous hormones as I don't have fluctuating levels. I also feel better when I'm on a good combo.
Is this your wife's way of blaming things on you? Does she know when you are off and when you are on? Have you asked an independent acquaintance or someone else that knows you?
I have never met ANYONE who has a bad attitude when on steroids that is CAUSED by steroids. I know some pricks who will puff there chest out and be more confrontational when on because they are bigger. People always want to blame others or drugs...
How's this... I'm clinically depressed. I was born like this and battled it all my life. It was horrible and I thank god that my wife got me to go see a psychiatrist in 2007 who properly diagnosed me. My Dr then put me on a mild anti depressant even though I didnt want to. Everyone says they kill your sex drive and all kinds of things. Well after 2 weeks on it, I felt like I was living a new life. I was amazed at how "normal" I felt and looking back at how horrible I felt for over a decade. Funny that no one said anything about my depression, it was my "attitude" while on steroids. I hope you get my point.