Well I have been back in the gym for I guess close to 4 weeks and I honestly thought I would be back to where I left off by now. I guess I didn't take into consideration I'm getting older and it's just not as easy as I thought it would be.
I sat on my couch for many many many months in pain and lost a lot of muscle but I still thought I would be good to go after four weeks ,lol guess not.
Don't get me wrong I have made great strides considering how badly hurt I was but fuck me if it ain't taking longer then I thought.
You know what's worse, is I see a lot of new guys in the gym some in decent shape walking around like they just won the Mr O lol, and I think to myself "you have no idea" and they see me and prolly think I'm new lol since I haven't been in there for a long while. Not that I really give a flying fuck what they think of me , it's just I get so irritated at how some of them walk around in half ass shape and think they look fabulous. Actualy it's only one or two guys I never seen before , I don't want any of the regulars who read MC to think I am talking about them lol. Not that I give a fuck about you guys either.
I also see a lot of younger guys in my gym blowing the fuck up. GOD do I hate getting old.
Anyhow I'm just surprised at how much longer it's taken me to get back to where I left off. I think a lot of then reason might be cause I started eating super clean when I started back and then gains are coming slow for that reason and I prolly should have come back eating loads of food and loads of carbs.
So yesterday I ate bread for the first time in weeks and got myself a big old baconator from Wendy's,lol. I watched my muscles fill up before my very eyes,lol
Alright I'm done ranting,lol, my birthday is in two days and I'll be 38 and I guess it's pissing me off
I sat on my couch for many many many months in pain and lost a lot of muscle but I still thought I would be good to go after four weeks ,lol guess not.
Don't get me wrong I have made great strides considering how badly hurt I was but fuck me if it ain't taking longer then I thought.
You know what's worse, is I see a lot of new guys in the gym some in decent shape walking around like they just won the Mr O lol, and I think to myself "you have no idea" and they see me and prolly think I'm new lol since I haven't been in there for a long while. Not that I really give a flying fuck what they think of me , it's just I get so irritated at how some of them walk around in half ass shape and think they look fabulous. Actualy it's only one or two guys I never seen before , I don't want any of the regulars who read MC to think I am talking about them lol. Not that I give a fuck about you guys either.
I also see a lot of younger guys in my gym blowing the fuck up. GOD do I hate getting old.
Anyhow I'm just surprised at how much longer it's taken me to get back to where I left off. I think a lot of then reason might be cause I started eating super clean when I started back and then gains are coming slow for that reason and I prolly should have come back eating loads of food and loads of carbs.
So yesterday I ate bread for the first time in weeks and got myself a big old baconator from Wendy's,lol. I watched my muscles fill up before my very eyes,lol
Alright I'm done ranting,lol, my birthday is in two days and I'll be 38 and I guess it's pissing me off






