HI! New DNP log for first time user.

[jrtlover]

I am so strict on my diet it ain't even funny. I tried the walks and got dizzy and almost passed out. That was the mono, not the DNP. When you've had it as long as I have, you get a little desperate. This could be Chronic Fatigue Syndrome too. Which sometimes is what Mono becomes.
This is what I hate about the body building world. You get sick and can't train and it's like you become this disgusting blob in the eyes of other bbers. When in "normal" life you're totally just fine and acceptable. It's the bb mentality that has women like me paranoid about body fat and trying to constantly keep it off.

 

[jrtlover]

and in my very first post I explained that I had mono, and my reasons for taking DNP.

 

[Crazymank]

I understand you hon.

 

[jrtlover]

thank you, mr. normal. glad someone does.

 

[Crazymank]

we're all doing the same thing really. I mean, we're doing the best we can with what we have. the drugs, training, and diet are just varibles.

 

[DB006]

if i had mono the last thing i would do is take dnp/clen. especially if when i walk i get dizzy. just doesnt make sense to me. why wouldnt you just try to get healthy and then go balls to the wall? you could lose 30 pounds in a month all out dieting/training,

i never said you were a disgusting blob either, what i was saying is that when your out of shape and take drastic measures to get in shape bad things happen. ala the young baseball player who died from ehphedrine. so then it got banned. but really he was a about 50 pounds overweight and looking for magic and his heart couldnt handle it.

dont give me that woe is me bullshit about bodybuilders vs. normal people. there shouldnt be anyone with half a brain who would advise whaty ou are doing. but hey what do i know, im just some meathead.

 

[jrtlover]

I'm not going to get into a flaming match with you because I'm bigger than that. So you're going on ignore, and you should put me on ignore as well so we don't have to read each other's posts from now on. Deal? Ok, good.

 

[jrtlover]

DAMMIT! it says I can't put him on ignore! So that means I have to put up with his abuse??? Because he's a mod? Great. That's just lovely. Perfect end to an awful day.

 

[DB006]

how is that abuse??

you are on a BODYBUILDING message board. and our world is purely subjective, so if you cant handle different opinions then dont post this crazy shit. cause its sounds like they werent having it on md, and im sure you would get opinions like mine on promuscle, or musclemayhem or any other board with reasonable people on it.

im not trying to scare you away, but you cant think that everyone will just agree with what you post?

 

[jrtlover]

Disagreeing with a choice I've made is fine. Flaming me for it however is not fine. You can easily just say "I don't believe DNP would be a choice I would personally make" and leave it at that. I've gotten the run around from other "bro's" about how it's gonna kill me blah blahb blolbh albbhlabhblhalbhblhaglblbhblh on and on and on. If you've read the entire thread you would see I'm probably one of the most responsible DNP users out there.
Flaming someone for their own personal journey isn't cool and it seems like that's all that happens on bb boards. "I don't agree with your choice" becomes swearing, abusive, threatening, hostile, you're dumb, you're this, you're that, etc. etc.
I'm doing DNP. I'm going to continue doing DNP. If it kills me, so be it. End of story. I don't need an informative, personal log cluttered up with flaming matches.

 

[jrtlover]

Over at MD there's a place called the Pit. You can basically say whatever you want without much consequence. It's for internet battles, name calling, threatening, etc. My DNP log that I wanted to start over there was in the Pit because we knew it would bring a lot of flaming. I don't want this log here to turn into the Pit. There was a forum leader over there in the Pit who offered to keep my log "clean", meaning flaming would be deleted, it would just be for information, questions, etc. I thought that was a great idea but the way higher ups wanted it deleted entirely. Because DNP is the deeevvvvvvviiilllllllllllllllllllllll mwahahahahahahaha:satan:
What I thought was funny was how many forum leaders over there PM'd me asking about DNP, where to find information for it, where to buy it, etc. Completely reasonable, educated and safe people. Also there were many people who PM'd me telling me they had used it successfully but never posted about it because they knew it was "taboo".
So I think I've got pretty big balls to post a DNP log, by a woman no less, who continues to research a largely misunderstood chemical.
There is USE, and there is ABuse. Any chemical compound can cause death if used irresponsibly. I just started taking Wellbutrin yesterday, and guess what? My best friend died 2 years ago almost to the day from a freak reaction to it. Sometimes freak reactions happen, but most of the time it's people acting irresponsibly and dangerously that causes these chemicals to bring about such extreme side effects like death.

 

[DB006]

last thing i will say is....since you went there.....this thread isnt informative in any way. because competitve athletes would respond to dnp extremely differently considering how differnt their training/diet/metabolism would be at the time they would use it.

 

[jrtlover]

last thing i will say is....since you went there.....this thread isnt informative in any way. because competitve athletes would respond to dnp extremely differently considering how differnt their training/diet/metabolism would be at the time they would use it.

Which, if you had read the entire thread, would see I've stated as well, that people react differently to different compounds.

 

[mcgaret]

Disagreeing with a choice I've made is fine. Flaming me for it however is not fine. You can easily just say "I don't believe DNP would be a choice I would personally make" and leave it at that. I've gotten the run around from other "bro's" about how it's gonna kill me blah blahb blolbh albbhlabhblhalbhblhaglblbhblh on and on and on. If you've read the entire thread you would see I'm probably one of the most responsible DNP users out there.
Flaming someone for their own personal journey isn't cool and it seems like that's all that happens on bb boards. "I don't agree with your choice" becomes swearing, abusive, threatening, hostile, you're dumb, you're this, you're that, etc. etc.
I'm doing DNP. I'm going to continue doing DNP. If it kills me, so be it. End of story. I don't need an informative, personal log cluttered up with flaming matches.

Then I suggest you calm down and realize other people have different
opinions. I didn't see a flame - just his opinion. That is what is so great
about this board, many different opinions and ideas. Just a sugestion,
lighten up.

 

[jrtlover]

LOL. Bro's gotta stick together. It's ok, I'm used to it.

 

[DB006]

LOL. Bro's gotta stick together. It's ok, I'm used to it.

haha...your funny ill give you that. show me where i flamed you then?>??

 

[jrtlover]

where you said don't give me the woe is me bullshit, etc...
let me find more hang on a tick...

 

[jrtlover]

Post number 194. Not a very gentlemanly way to speak to a lady.
I keep expecting this place to turn into the Pit. I'm tainted for life.

 

[jrtlover]

http://forums.musculardevelopment.com/forumdisplay.php?f=26

 

[jrtlover]

well since stopping the dnp 3-4 days ago, I have been peeing and peeing and peeing, so I think the water retention from it has dropped. The scale is at 155 so that's down 2 lbs. I am drinking plenty of fluids to stay hydrated but the peeing just keeps coming! I will start DNP again on the 19th. Clen mixed with my other meds means I got no sleep last night so I'm thinking about dropping it. But then I'm a glutton for punishment, so we'll see.