HI! New DNP log for first time user.

[jrtlover]

I also just spoke to my lovely next door neighbor who had mono at exactly my age. She said it took her a year before she really felt back to herself again. I think this will be the same situation with me.

 

[jrtlover]

oh wow, my thread has been viewed almost 1700 times. Must be yesterday's drama fueled more interest. Well loyal lurkers, don't get too excited, because this thread will not become a trash talk flame-a-thon. I'm back on track with updating progress, results, sides, etc. So lurk away, but don't expect this to become a re-run of a Dallas episode.
Oh and if the DNP was causing water retention, at this point I'd say my total weight lost on 21 days was 17 lbs or thereabouts. Everything sure is loose on me! I'll take pics once I hit 140.

 

[BiggerStronger]

Clen at night would be a bad thing I would imagine...lol

 

[jrtlover]

yeah i'm taking my clen in the morning, just 40 mcgs. I tried 60 and my legs shook. NOT fun. Can't wait to start DNP again on the 19th! I'm biting the bullet and getting my blood done this week. I keep putting it off. Ugh.
Diet is going awesome. I am digging my new med it totally kills my appetite. No cravings. I wonder if I'll have DNP cravings when I go back on or if the medication will kill those too? We'll have to wait and see. That is, unless the evil DNP in my system kills me mwahahahahahahaahahaa it is sooooooooo evilllllllll:satan:

 

[jrtlover]

and happy mother's day to all the women on this board who don't exist!

 

[jrtlover]

Well, I told my mother about DNP. She wanted to know how I was losing so fast, knowing I'm not active. I told her eating lots of vegetables and DNP. I explained it to her, and surprisingly she didn't freak. And I would consider her one of the most rational people on the planet. How she had a daughter like me ceases to amaze me. She just said, take it easy. I explained I would be doing another cycle and hoping to lose 15 more. That will put me at 140. I'm weighing in at 154 by the way but haven't been eating barely anything the past few days due to new medication. So, I'm calling my primary care dr. tomorrow to get bloods done and we'll see if any damage has been done internally. Somehow I think my bloods will be just fine, except for possibly still producing mono antibodies.
I highly suggest getting blood work done between your dnp cycles or after you come off. Or even during.
I think DNP is giving me my confidence back. When I can fit into my jeans again, I'll celebrate with a pint of cookie dough ice cream and new clothes. I got them over my butt last night, before DNP I couldn't even get them over my thighs. They're my "skinny" jeans by the way. Size 5. My face is looking thinner and I'm not as embarrassed to be in public. The worst was having a pudgy looking face with a little bit of a chin. Awful, for a former runway model, to have chubby cheeks.
I asked my mom, who is of course old school, what she thought of me when I had been bulking. She said I was looking like how I wanted to look, but she thought it was too manly and she didn't like it. LOL.
I see myself pursuing figure when I'm well. I think I have the bone structure for it. Although those heels will make me over 6 feet tall.
Anyway I'm rambling. I hope everyone has had a great mothers day, and tell her you love her. She had to put up with your sorry asses.

 

[BiggerStronger]

Make sure you are staying healthy by eating enough. Your metabolism will slow down the less you eat so make sure you are eating often and fill yourself with good food. High protein, complex carbs, and healthy fats. You don't need to eat many hundreds or housands of calories each meal but at least 2 to 3 small snacks and 3 medium sized meals will keep your metabolism going and if eating the right amount of protein/carbs/fat it will help you burn more fat, and build some muscle. I know I sound like a broken record but it's true.

 

[jrtlover]

jrt...would you consider yourself as having an "addictive personality"?

And how much time each day would you guess you spend on the internet?

tell me, what does this have to do with DNP? If you have questions for me, PM me. This has nothing to do with DNP. And it's a little rude.

 

[jrtlover]

Make sure you are staying healthy by eating enough. Your metabolism will slow down the less you eat so make sure you are eating often and fill yourself with good food. High protein, complex carbs, and healthy fats. You don't need to eat many hundreds or housands of calories each meal but at least 2 to 3 small snacks and 3 medium sized meals will keep your metabolism going and if eating the right amount of protein/carbs/fat it will help you burn more fat, and build some muscle. I know I sound like a broken record but it's true.

I'm pretty much done with the bb type diet right now. I'm doing great on lots of veggies and soy. My calories need to be around 1000-1200 right now. Not worried about building or maintaining muscle at this point. I eat every three hours still, so that much is still on target.

 

[Crazymank]

man... what happend. I was gone a couple days and this log has turned into a bad show on lifetime.

how about an update jrtlover??

 

[jrtlover]

Yeah, as is the case with most bb boards, there are bound to be a few, shall we say, unsavory characters trying to be hurtful towards someone who's being honest about DNP use. Lots of judgemental people out there. And damn, you all are just giving out Mod privileges to just anyone it seems.
Normal, I start DNP up again on the 19th. I will run it 2-3 weeks, not sure yet. The clen is pretty useless but it makes me pee a lot so that's good. I'm pretty sure just my diet alone has taken off a couple lbs the past week, nothing to do with clen. DNP kicks clen's ass. But like I said, I like it as a diuretic.
I will update with what my blood work says as well. I had a "doctor" tell me last night it's a waste of blood and a needle to see if I'm still producing mono antibodies. Also seems they let just about anyone take the Hippocratic Oath these days as well.

 

[Crazymank]

Well, im glad your still continuing with this log jrt. I look forward to it.

 

[jrtlover]

You're a doll! MWAH!

 

[jrtlover]

but by the way, body building is a completely addictive personality endeavor. eating every three hours, obsessing about body fat, training, drugs, cardio, food, supplements. there isn't a single bb I know who isn't completely fucked in the head and an addictive personality. I highly doubt anyone on this site is exempt.

 

[jrtlover]

You know, I think I'm losing weight so fast not just because of the drugs, but because my body wants to be in it's natural state, which is just naturally small. It's looking for homeostasis. I'm just not meant to be a body builder. I want that homeostasis back, where I enjoyed lifting for the pleasure of it, before I became interested in the body building lifestyle. It's so obsessive, it's just not healthy for me. I was very fit, but small. That's what I want again. I just want to start from a clean slate, just get rid of all this fat and muscle mass I gained. I used to be a long distance runner. Loved it but got shin splints. I loved kickboxing too. I want to go back to that. I loved Army style workouts, crazy body weight stuff hardcore navy SEAL type stuff. I miss that. Not worrying about how heavy my lifts were, how much mass I gained, blah blah. It's just not for me. I guess you live and learn.

 

[DB006]

Clen at night would be a bad thing I would imagine...lol

actually worked very well. pretty sweaty sleep though, and crazy vivid dreams. other than that had no problems sleeping. trust me it wasnt my idea, but someone who is very knowledgable.

as far as bbing diets go, your body burns like 35 cals just to digest 100 cals from protein. so i cant see all veggies would be optimal.

also if you have such a problem with bbing boards, and the personalities, behaviors, lifestyles and opinions of those on them, why do you go on them??

and please dont take shots at mods, saying we give that status to anyone,(since im sure that was aimed at me) this board was A-OK without you or this worthless thread. and since i AM a mod i can and will put you on ignore.

 

[jrtlover]

Then why can't I put YOU on ignore? This should be an option for members.

 

[jrtlover]

Could I please have an administrator contact me?

 

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[jrtlover]

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can you help me? please pm me.